Distant Memories (Draco Malfoy ff)

20. I'm sorry

Adelpha's Pov:

The next weeks went by in a blur. When I went to charms class Draco was never there, nor in potions. The worst part was November was coming to an end soon. It's crazy how time flies when your not trying.

I had a daily schedule now. Classes, sometimes I would eat with Hermione and Harry, Ron seemed worried, Theo was no longer at school either, then back to my dorm, saying hello to Luna and Blaise, and walking to my room to open the old window and let the bitter air flow in as I lit a cigarette.

Today was another day of no Theo and no Draco. Honestly their was no sign of Draco ever. I would catch a glimpse of blonde hair and feel my heart rate speed up, but it was only some other student. I completed all my classes once again.

"Adelpha? Hey are you okay, you haven't been yourself?"

"I'm okay, thank you for asking. Just the weather changes emotions sometimes." I said as I tried to put on a happy smile.

"Adelpha don't lie to me please." Ron muttered.

"I'm okay." I said before walking away.

I couldn't bare going to anymore classes or be met with the people in the great hall.

I felt the tears form in my eyes. I quickly bit down onto my tongue and ran up the stairs to my dormitory. I prayed Blaise wasn't there with Luna.

But of course, the world is always against me. I opened the door and lifted my head as I heard fits of laughter.

They were playing the chocolate game. You spin a wheel and whatever land on you eat, but it could be gross or magical. I instantly envisioned the night it was me and Draco playing that game.

I didn't mean to slam the door, but I assume I did by the look of their faces. I muttered a 'sorry' before walking back to my room. I slid on a pair of shorts and a sweater and climbed into my bed.

I couldn't get comfortable on my new side. I thought for a moment before moving over to his side. I turned on my side and moved my hand that wasn't under my pillow and rubbed small circles into the fabric of the sheet.

I couldn't sleep. My mind was to occupied. I didn't want to read either. It was only getting worst with Chris now. She had taken Chris to meet her family. He also had already started getting physical with her. She thought about the other guy a lot though. It seemed she loved him, not matter how much people believed her and Chris were meant to be. She loved the other guy but was to afraid to tell him.

Pathetic.

I threw my pillow over my head as I continued to hear the laughter of Luna and Blaise. I was happy for Luna, but everyday I was reminded of their happy relationship. Plus how was Blaise not worried about Draco's absence? If Luna was gone for weeks I would be worried sick.

Maybe he told Blaise something.

I wanted to scream every-time I heard their random fits of laughter. I finally grabbed my phone and texted Hermione. She said J was more then welcome to come over. I grabbed my things and packed a night bag. I threw on some pants and left my sweater on. I slid on some random shoes and walked out of my bedroom.

"Where are you going?" Luna said trying to calm down from her fit of laughter.

Away from here.

"Hermione's, and I just want to say I'm sorry for all trouble i've brought and caused this segment of the year." I said with a small smile on my face before walking out.

"Finally." I muttered under my breath as I walked down the stair case.

I basically ran up yo the Gryffindor corridor. I just needed away from Raven Claw, my shared dorm to be clear.