Distant Memories (Draco Malfoy ff)

18. Cigarette Daydream

Adelpha's Pov:

I laid back with my head on the pillow as he pulled my sweat pants down. I smiled down at him as he threw them to the side.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

I nodded my head and muttered a yes.

He reached back up as his hands scimmed my skin.

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"Let me go Chris!" She shouted.
"I'm not in the mood leave me alone please." She pleaded.
"I don't give a shit now turn over." He screamed.

"Are you okay?" He asked snapping me out of my daze.

I nodded my head and reached to kiss him to distract him.

I flinched as his other hand grazed my thigh and started to move upward.

"This is okay right?" He asked unsurely.

"Yeah." I breathed out.

I let out a small whimper as his finger entered me.

I closed my eyes, trying to take in the feeling.

The memories of the party slowly slipping back.

I clenched my eyes shut as a tear slowly escaped.

I bit down on my lip trying to move pass the memories.

"Adelpha-"

"I'm so sorry." I sobbed out as my hands covered my face.

"Hey it's okay." He said backing away.

I assumed he was leaving as I muttered sorry.

I flicked when I felt someone grab my hands and pulling them away from my face.

"Calm down it's okay I promise, here's your pants do you want me to help put them on or can you?" He asked gently.

"I'll do it." I said shakily.

He nodded and turned away as I stood up and jumped slightly as I pulled them over my feet.

"You're good now." I said as I wiped under my eyes.

He turned back around in his boxers as he searched for his sweat pants too.

He quickly found them and slid them back on. He walked over to my window and opened it. He found him a place on the cushioned sill.

"Come here." He muttered and patted a spot beside him.

I walked over and sat down in between him as I looked up at him.

I watched as he pulled a cigarette out of his pocket and placed it between his lips and pulled a lighter out.

"I didn't know you spoked." I said as he pulled the lighter away and took a larger inhale.

"It helps calm me, do you want to try?" He asked.

"Sure."

He placed the cigarette between my lips. I took a slow inhale, feeling as the smoke feeling my mouth. He pulled it away and slightly tapped it out the window as old ashes fell. I let the smoke out of the my mouth.

I started coughing shortly after.

"Here I'll go get you a water." He said handing me the cigarette.

I looked out the window as the fallen leaves blew around the ground.

I brought the bud up to my lips and took a larger inhale then the last one, and held it in for a few seconds before blowing it out and tapping the ashes out the window.