'Sour Candy Kisses'- tommyinnit

one.

Youth. What is it good for? Absolutely fucking nothing. 

What's the purpose? What's there to hide? Who's there to hide? Is there really a light at the end of every tunnel? Maybe that's just a phrase to calm others down.

Or maybe it's a phrase for people to actually find it themselves, maybe even realize they already have. Why is it that some don't suffer? Am I alone? 

What's left? Living life to the fullest? Now even that doesn't make much sense! It's like every day we have the same exact routine to get us moving through it.

Well...Welcome to mine. 

"I DIDN'T EVEN KILL YOU!"- You'd think I'd be concerned hearing that at 3 AM, but I really wasn't. It's not like I'm not used to it. I just got back from my parents' house, well to be more clear my dad's. I was spending Christmas there as much as I hate to admit it- it wasn't the worst this year.

I live with my brother in his house since my mum kicked me out after her new boyfriend and his kids decided to move in. 

Wilbur is a streamer. He's very sweet and kind as a brother is but when he's sreaming I don't exist. Which I'm not mad about don't get me wrong but it's quite sad since we both have 2 different lives then.

I got up from my bed and walked to the dresser. Got my phone and texted Will. 

⚪️

Willie <3 

Hey, could you please keep it down? 

I'm trying to god damn sleep here Wilbur. 

You know what, you'll pay for his mf, watch me.

I put on Will's hoodie and dropped down to the floor crawling a bit under my bed. After some time I found the Nike box that I needed and took it out. 

"Brilliant."- I smiled to myself. In the box was a paintball gun. Schlatt got it for me a few weeks ago for Christmas and told me to use it wisely. Him and Niki were the only people that knew who I was.  I took the gun and loaded it with 3 bullets if I missed it.

I slowly cracked my door open and made my way to his office. He was laughing his ass off and suddenly he looked at his phone and his face dropped. 

"Uh, oh."- I just waited for a conversation. "Will you okay?"- I heard Niki way since he didn't have his earphones in and put the monitor to a Bluetooth device. "Willow just texted me 20 minutes ago and I didn't respond."

"WILBUR YOU AREN'T SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT ON STREAM"- I heard Schlatt yell. "LOOK I DON'T CARE THE ONLY THING I CARE ABOUT RIGHT NOW IS MY OWN SAFET-"- I wasn't gonna let him finish the sentence himself and kicked open the door holding the gun right at him.

"Suprise motherfucker."- And then I shot him. "WILLOW"- That's the only thing he could scream. "IS THAT THE PAINTBALL GUN I GOT YOU?"- Schlatt asked me. "Yes kind sir thank you again."- I heard a couple of laughs from Niki and Schlatt, I heard Wilbur crying for help since it hurt so bad.

But then I recognised something different. It wasn't just them 3. There was a younger boy. "Ugh it hurts so bad fuck."- Wilbur said rubbing his back. "That's what you get for being such a bitch, I don't know the woman that did that to you but I bet you deserved it fair and square."- the younger boy said.

"Oh, fuck off Tommy."- Hm...So his name was Tommy? That's quite interesting. "I'll get an icepack"- And like that, I left the room. I went down to the kitchen being greeted by our cat Nala. I opened the freezer and thank god we had one since I'd be killed. 

I got to the staircase and started walking up to his office. Hoping I was not gonna be fully in the camera view I walked up to him and quickly put it on. "Better?"- "Yeah, thank you."- "Uno problemo"- I said sarcastically.

"Well, chat then, meet my sister. Willow!"- Will said as he did the little jazz thing with his hands. "Hey kiddo"- "Hey uncle Schlatt" - "Good morning Willow!"- Niki exclaimed happily, I loved Niki so much. "Hiii Niki!"- "Hello Woman."

He sounded British, but more of a southern accent than me and Will. "Hey, a stranger I don't know." - "HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM"- "No. No, I don't."- I said laughing.

"I AM THE TOMMYINNIT WOMEN LOVE ME"- "If they really did wouldn't you have a girlfriend by now?"- He just scoffed while the others 'oo'ed'. "Anyways, unrelated to your problems Mr. single, I'll head to bed. Goodnight Wil and please shut the fuck up before I come back. It's loaded."- As I said that I simply left the room.