Chapter 4: Inspiration

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Junmyeon looked at the white paper in front of him. He hadn't written anything in the last 2 hours and had no idea where to begin. He wanted a story.
He threw his pen somewhere in the room. Picked up his phone then went to bed to lay down.
He opened instagram and just went through it. Unconsciously he stopped on a post from a news page about Kris Wu being on a date with a new girl. He had a cold face but the girl had a shy smile and was looking at him with admiration.

Seriously! How would it be to be on a date that you know doesn't have a future with a person full of past?

He thought.

He never dated. Not because he was an idol or the company stopped him. He just never liked someone that much to wanna date. If anyone would get too close to him, it really made him uncomfortable. He was more himself and comfortable around Minseok or Sehun than any of those girls.
Considering this, he's NOT innocent either.
But how could the girl sit there? He couldn't stop thinking about it. Kris gaze was cold and emotionless. How the hell she's handling it?
Probably he was too deep in his thoughts that he didn't notice he walked to his desk.

* The song is Dinner by Suho and Jane. A masterpiece :) *

7:30
A time when she doesn't have to wait or worry
Her chin on her left hand, a faint smile on her face
With a cold air around her
She always chooses the same menu

A quarter to eight
Silence rises in a glass half empty
Frozen after the candle burnt out
On top of the white table-cloth
The elongated silhouette shadow

She knows
She's taking this time for granted
The door opens and he enters
But it's as if I'm not even here

Just far enough from each other, dinner so fine
During this dinner, could be fly
I'm getting more and more numb
So gotta be so blah
Just far enough from each other, Cuz I'm so fine
Just as far as we are on this table, could be so fly
I'm getting more and more numb
So gonna be so dry

8:30
In his eyes after a glass of wine
There are so many nighttime scenes
He's blankly cutting up his steak
She's not enough for him to get intoxicated

He knows
His head, only filled with the sound of music
He's saying the lyrics towards her
But it's as if I'm not even here

You make me alone lo lo lone
Feel so alone lo lo lone
And we're alone lo lo low
So low lo lo low

Underneath the lights
We're both thinking different things
We try filling up the empty wine glasses again
But the purple light doesn't shine on us anymore

Just close enough, it's fine
This kind of dinner keeps repeating, could be fly
I'm getting more and more numb
So gonna be so light
We get up at the same time, nine o'clock
As if it was planned, with no regrets, so fly
With our backs to each other
The dining will be done

What have I done? When Junmyeon snapped out of whatever it was, he was so shocked. He looked at the paper which was full now. He wrote what he wanted but did he just imagine himself on a date with Kris?

"What the fuck is wrong with me?"

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