«𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒» 𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬

mistakes ; andy barber*

pairings: andy barber x reader
Warnings: SMUT!! LITERALLY SMUT READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!
Part 2 of  wanna be yours

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It's been six weeks, since Andy and you ended forever. Every night, you'd dream about him, tears would make their way, while you think about him and you, spending time together.

Right now, the T.V played something random which you weren't paying attention to. You distanced yourself from everyone, your family, your friends, took a month leave from your work place which was supposed to be your friends place. She knew you were stressed and needed some time off, and she happily gave you a month off.

You were drinking again, and it has increased every day, you tried your best to stay away from it, but you couldn't. You were torn away from your thoughts as soon as you heard a knock.

You stood up, walking to your door, and answered it, your eyes widened and came back to its own place, as you looked at him. Andy.

He stood there, his one hand on the wall close to him as he looked at you with red eyes. You let him come in. He nods, and looked at you.

He sat on tbe couch, and you leaned on the kitchen counter, and looked at him, as you loosely tied your hair in a bun. His eyes were red and puffy. A part of you was slowly trying to give up your anger and just hug him but you've been broken for too long. You've been hurting every second without him.

"What're you doing here?" You asked and he raised his eyebrows."I came for you." He says, and you rolled your eyes. You scoffed, and He looks at you, his eyes begging you to stop and come into his arms.

"For me? Or for yourself?" You said and he stood up walking to you."What do you mean?" He asked and you clenched your jaw. Anger and so many more emotions right now messing up with you.

"You need someone to fuck maybe? Or again fought with your wife Laurie. Need to take your frustrations out?" You yelled asking him and he looked at you, angrily. Your anger was right. It definitely had a point. Your heart bleeded all the time without him.

"You don't know anything!" He yells and you rolled you eyes. "I don't know anything? I know everything. You wanted a young girl just so you can fuck and use her. I'm literally the dumbest who thought you loved me." You pressed your lips in a thin line, only tears were left to fall but you knew you were stronger than this. You wanted him to know how damaged you were because of him.

"That's not true, I love you " he says and you scoffed. "Love? Do you even know what's love? If only you knew..how I was so stupid for falling for you. I wish I never met you. Every fucking night I've been restless. There's literally no peace in my life because of you. Because of your fucked up games, Andy. I fucking hate you so much, Andy." You screamed and obviously, he had no words. He starred at you in disbelief.

He never thought his Y/n can ever be this hurt because of him. He never thought his Y/n would scream that she hates him. But he knew, that wasn't true.His Y/n's eyes spoke louder than words. His Y/n's eyes told him she loved him more than anything in this world.

"Oh yeah? You think it was easy for me? I couldn't stop thinking about you at all! I wanted you every time." He spoke as he came way too closer to you, you felt his breath and tried your best not to give up, but your body was giving up. A shuddering breath left your lips as you looked away.

"Stop lying!" You said, and he pulls you closer and kisses you. You give up just then, pulling him closer, and his hands make their way to your hips, as he indicated you to jump on him, and you do the same, wrapping your legs on his torso.

He pulls away as you put your hands on his neck, and he starts to kiss your neck leaving marks. Needy whines leave your mouth. You missed his touch so much. His hands over your body, his lips all over the places you need him. Everything. You missed your Andy.