«𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒» 𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬

alive for you ; steve rogers

pairings: steve rogers x reader
Warnings: fluff and angst ofc

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Steve Rogers, was the love of your life, he still is. Its been three and a half years since the two started dating, everything between you two was magical, he always made sure you were comfortable, and loved you more than anything in this world, and in return you did that to him too.

You'd always listen to him talk about his love for his work, that was saving people, he'd tell you how they smiled at him, and how good it felt and it was all worth it at the end, even though it is hectic.

You were glad to see that beautiful smile , when he talked about something he loved, other than you ofcourse. The excitement, and the glow it brings on his face, would be the most beautiful thing in the world, and you'd never get tired watching that.

It was the same thing on the his side. He can listen to you talking about your love for something for hours and hours, and never get tired. This was the love you two dreamt of having and finally have achieved it.

Steve came home late at night today, and you were still awake, waiting for him,because it's impossible to fall asleep without him, his warmth and his arms holdimg you so close.

"Hey baby, you're awake?" He asked as soon as he entered and you smiled, getting up to great him with a kiss, he smiles kissing your lips and hugging you, then kissing your head.

"And that is worth it." He says and you smiled, knowing completely at how he loves to talk about these little intimate moments of yours and his.

"Yeah, you know it's impossible to fall asleep without you." You said and he smiled, walking with you to yours and his shared bedroom. He started talking about his work, as you helped him take out his fresh clothes from the closet, while he talked about the day.

" and oh baby, i have a mission in a week, i have to go for two days ." He says and then you stood still.

" oh gosh, steve." you said and he smiles, looking at you getting terrified, the same feeling you'd have before every mission he'd go on.

"Don't worry, Nat would come over here to sleepover, Bucky told me she hugs just like me." You rolled your eyes, feeling a little worried , that gut feeling you get, its just worrying you.

" it's not because of that Steve, we can manage about that, but i want you to be safe, my heart doesn't agree with this, I don't know i have this feeling—"

" i know, you get this feeling everytime i go on a mission, don't worry, i'll be fine."

" no Steve, its not the same feeling i'm scared, you know what you mean to me, and I don't wanna lose you, I can't even think of it." You explained him, as the tears made their way, he pulls you in his arms, as you felt a little relief, and sighed.

" i'm gonna be fine, i promise. I make a promise to myself to comeback in a piece just for you. " he smiles, and puts his palm on your cheek, pulling you closer in a soft and sweet kiss, you'll never ever get tired of doing that.

" i love you ." He says, resting his forehead on yours, and you smiled.

" i love you ." You replied, and you two just admired each other, thinking how lucky the two of you were.

" let's go to bed okay?" He says and you nodded, hoping on the bed, and him on the side of you, engulfing you in a big hug and pressing numerous kisses on your head before falling asleep.

The day when he leaves comes sooner than you thought, you were scared , but he promised you to come back, something didn't fee right, you prayed day and night for him to be okay.