Mistake.(Cheater! Aizawa)

Chapter 4: Why?

Your heart felt like it was tearing itself into pieces, you tried your hardest not to cry but your tears wouldn't stop. It hurt. It hurts so bad... Why would he do this? Why would he cheat on you? Why would your best friend hide behind your back? Why did they... Backstab you...? 

I don't want to be your cigarette,

So many questions, but no answer. You quickly ran away, not caring whether they could hear your footsteps. As you ran, you accidentally bumped into someone. "O-Oh I'm so sorry..." You stuttered and bowed, not bothering to see who they were. But you were stopped as soon as the person spoke up, "Maam Y/n...?" he spoke out. You turned to see Shinsou. 

I don't want to be your ashtray,

"S-Shinsou..." You stuttered, you couldn't look at him in the eye. "Did something happen? Why are you crying maam-" you cut him off and slowly pushed him away as he was trying to get closer to you. "N-No, don't worry. I'm fine..." you sniffled. His face soon turned sympathetic. "Did... You find out about... Sir Aizawa and Miss Joke...?" he asks. Your eyes widen as you looked at him in the eye. "W-What...?" you spoke out in disbelief. "It's... Been going on for a month." he replied, those words stabbed your heart. 

I don't want to be your door mat,

"A... Month..?" you spoke out in disbelief, "And... You... Any of you, never told me..?" you added, "Maam I-" you cut him off, "Was it funny? Watching me chase him? Was it amusing?" you asked, his eyes widen. "What? No! Maam-" you slapped his hand away as he tried to grab your hand. You glared at him, he flinches and backs off. Without a word, you left. 

All of the sudden you're not into me.

-Time Skip-

You quietly washed the dishes as your husband watched the TV. You felt empty, as you had bawled your eyes out hours before this, but he isn't even concerned. The only thing he told you was that you should go see the doctor. You weren't going to approach him on it, You want him to tell you, you want him to be the one to confess. 

You soon heard footsteps, you slowly turned you head to see Aizawa who was getting ready to leave. "Where are you going?" you asked  Aizawa. "...Theres an emergency, I need to go there right now." He replied, "Emergency?? But you just came home!" you frown. "You always don't have time for me, everyday I have to wait for you to come home, worrying for your safety! Why can't there be a day where you stay?? With me...??" He turned to you, giving you a glare.

"I can't let those civilians die Y/n! You know I'm a hero!" He shouted, you grumbled and picked up the pillow from the sofa, "Fine then! Leave for all I care!" you shouted back, throwing the pillow at him. "Bastard..." you mumbled, but he heard it.

He didn't reply as you storm off to our room, as soon as you heard the door close, tears started streaming down your face as you fall to the bed. You knew his secret, you knew his affair, so why does he have to lie? To put out a fake excuse??? "W-why...." your stuttered, "I'm loyal to him... I-I love him but... Why..." you mumbled as you burried your face into a pillow, you squeezed the pillow tight for comfort. 

'Am I the one in the wrong...? Am I the one lacking...?' you thought as more tears roll down your cheek. Blinded by love, you blamed yourself for what wasn't your fault, your action.