dreamland

kids

wc ; 1.3k

inspo ; kids - current joys

tw ; jus a wee bit sad

summary ; harry centric/vent

a/n ; sorry if this is bad . this is a vent piece LMAO sad harry to discourse the soft fluff last chap😈😈

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oh i'm just a kid

harry was scared of getting older. petrified if the unknown.

he still sees himself as a kid, he was so young when his career started, he feels so grown up now and it stresses him out.

i never use my brain

he did a lot of things without thinking. he was very impulsive, it worked in his favors some of the time, and a large amount of the time, it goes against him.

at most times, he canny be arsed to do so much as go through the day with his head in a mess.

he'd rather just simply sleep, watch youtube, and sleep some more.

just to escape as much as he could.

i always use my heart

he was so fucking pathetic in his head. he puts everyone teen feet ahead of himself.

was he worthy of loving himself? he doesn't believe so.

would he give any limb up just to make everyone else happy? he firmly believes that.

and my imagination

he was a big day dreamer. he never fully realized how much it affected his real life until all he felt was disappointment when he wasn't able to live out his crazy dreams.

he dreamt in detail, he wanted everything to go a certain way.

he wishes he could settle for reality, but reality could never be enough for him.

oh, i'm just a kid, i always make mistakes

he can't deny that he's fucked up countless times, wanted to sweep it under the rug and never talk about it again.

he feels terrible though. the guilt of being simultaneously hated made him feel like a burden.

he couldn't let people see that though, if he did, they win.

he couldn't let them him. he couldn't let people who don't truly know him, take him apart piece by piece.

and i never say i'm sorry, for the mistakes that i've made

like previously said, he would be stripped away as a human if people saw how guilty he truly felt.

he can't say sorry, it's too late.

he wishes he could explain himself, but he can't.

he doesn't know how, he doesn't know himself either.