dreamland

brighter

wc ; 3.7k

inspo ; brighter - paramore

tw ; description of panic attack

summary ; harry & simon go on a trip and they do some thinking

a/n ; hello i've appeared once again hope u enjoy

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the two boys were best friends; inseparable. everyone knew this, if you saw harry, right behind him would be simon.

they were a package deal.

the only con is, harry was in way too deep. 

life wasn't supposed to be this hard, but here he was, contemplating everything he's ever done and said.

he knows he'd be different. a thought that scared him to his core.

harry used to be alone, so alone. all of that ended when he met simon.

the thought of simon never scared him. simon would spin the jaw of anyone who dares to press the wrong buttons, but harry was always the one to wipe away the dried blood and wrap his hands up; he was delicate, as simon would put it, treating him like a porcelain doll that would crack under even the slightest of pressure.

simon adored the fact that no matter how many swings, how much venom he put into his words to others, harry still treated him as if he had a radiating halo above his head at all times.

simon was teased for it, mainly but his friends but
even his family as well.

Mum 👵🏻

hey simon! i didn't want to wake you both this morning, but you and harry looked so cute on the couch, so sweet!

that text on his phone as he woke up one morning was not something he was expecting at all, especially from his mother, and especially not with a picture of harry and simon fast asleep on the couch, heads resting on each other's as they're snuggled under blanket.

he didn't hate it, it's just really odd to him, he couldn't imagine harry liking him, he didn't really go out of his way to see if harry did.

harry was silently in love, never trying to make it obvious, he wouldn't want to ruin anything that he already has going on with the elder.

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currently the pair were sitting in their shared cabin.

they thought it'd be an amazing idea to go with the uni they both attend on some winter field trip before the holidays, the school insisted that it'd be something you wouldn't want to miss.

simon practically begged the younger to go, preaching that "it would be nice to get away before having to be separated for christmas", the more harry thought the more he realized he might as well go, what's the worst that could happen?

they're on their last couple of days, having been here for nearly a week already. it's been fun, but harry was desperate to get back into his own bed, these camp cabin beds weren't exactly glamorous.

currently, simon is sat across from him, getting ready to go get some breakfast from the big canteen.

harry wasn't a hundred percent aware of what's going on today, he's been buried deep in his mind since yesterday morning.

go figure, the main thing in his mind was the friend he had sitting across from him.

yesterday, he woke up from an extremely vivid dream.