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No buddies POV You ran all the way home

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No buddies POV
You ran all the way home. You where crying at the most because you just made a fool of yourself in front of all the hashira. Nobody would want to hang out with you and the way the snake man was talking to you made you feel even more bad about your self. You didn't want to think about it but it bother you at the least. You wanted to be friends but that was the worst way ever for you to meet them. They all looked at you and you really didn't want the attention that they where giving you. You never like the attention that you got when you where talking to someone. Their eyes where staring at you. And it made you very uncomfortable and that's a main reason you ran away. They must think your to soft and sensitive when it's the exact opposite. Well at least to your defense. You never really need anybody. And nobody really need you or that's what you thought. Nothing really matter to you after losing you parents and you siblings you missed them. But you missed (mom/dad) the most. And your three younger (brother/sister). You where a close family did everything together. And after losing your bestie you lost hope in the world. It became dal and plain.  No joy. But you always made the best of what you had. Yes you had family like your mother and father siblings. (Aka aunts and uncles) but they had kids to look after and you felt like an outsider to most the world. You really didn't have anything to your self.  You let people walk all over. You really never loved your self and blame your self for what happened with your parents. You wish that you where the one to die and not them but honestly you can't change the past and you have to keep looking forward. Even if you didn't want to. You had a lot on your plate but you didn't care. You got up from crying and went to the mirror to clean your self up and then you made food for your self. Nothing special you didn't even bother to cook. You just made Instant noodles. And that what that you took a shower to clear your head which it did help for the most part. Then you got dressed you wear  (pants/shorts) and your favorite shirt. {or anything else what ever you wear to bed} then you got ready to go to sleep. You went to bed and that was that. You woke up to find your crow yelling at you and telling you had 1hour and 30 minutes before a meeting. 

Y/n POV
"Caw , caw  master is going to have a pillar meeting and he wants you to attend it with all the other pillers. Out front so you can talk to them and meet them. And be 30 minutes early. " my crow said as I was getting ready yo do my makeup(or not idc). "Okay" I said and my crow flew away.  Well this is going to be fun I thought because I made a first great impression on them. But now I have to talk to them before hand. I hope it goes well. I grabbed my hori and put my shoes on then left. As I was walking I saw a man with white hair. And a scarred face. He look kinda cool not going to lie I don't think I saw him when I was with the others I wonder what he's like. Maybe I just get along better with the guys. But how knows. Oh shit he saw me standing and staring at him. He looking at me weird. " do I have something wrong on my face that you keep at?" He asked with a gruff voice and a bit of anger.  "U-umm no sorry" I said look at the ground. "Good then don't look at me or talk to me." He said.  "Umm I have a question?!" I said bluntly. He stopped and looked at me and I saw he had vins popped out of his head. "Tsk what THE HELL DO YOU WANT ?" He raised his voice at me. " look I don't know-" he cut me off " and I don't care I'm going to be late and I don't have time for your pointless shit. So good bye" and he gave me the middle finger. Wow so he had anger issues. Well okay then. I stated walking. And I was wondering why he cut me off and who he was and what happens to him why does he have scars.  All these questions came rushing to my head. And as I was walking to headquarters the closer and closer I heard loud voice. It scares me to be honest. I don't know what to expect as there is still 30 minutes until we have to be there. {I'm going to say that this has phones and things just like modern day but yea sorry }. Anyway I just hope it all goes well. As I stand there I wanted to talk to someone but I had already ruined that. Well. I see all these people there are two girls. One with a butterfly clip and the other with braids. They are both pretty. As I get closer I stop because idk what to say to them but someone taps me on the shoulder. "Hi!" Oh what was his name?? Think what did he say it was?? " oh hello" I say as I'm trying to figure what the hell his name is. Oh yea " is it rengoku?" I asked
"Yes it is! And your y/n right?"
"Oh yea sorry about running away elsewhere my nerves got the best of me!"
" no need to be sorry I totally get it. Anyway your a pillar right how come I never seen you around?"
"Ohhhh umm the last group of pillars made fun of me so I really never came out and also I'm away most the time because master puts me on missions a lot"
" oh well I'm glad you came out to day"
" it was master orders to but umm"
" well but it's still good. Anyway do you want to be friends?"
"Yes. Oh sorry I didn't mean to be so loud!"
" hahah It's okay"
"Who is she?" The girl with the braids asked.
"She y/n oh and y/n this is mitsuri!! You guys should hang out if that's okay and the girl over there is shinobu they are really nice!!"
" oh okay! And hi I'm y/n like rengoku-San said. "
"Oh! Your so cute and pretty. I love your hori. Do you end to be friends?"
"Yea I would love that" I said it was already for the meeting to start but I couldn't get my head off something it felt like someone eyes where drilling into my head. I paid not enough attention to care at that point.
Not going to do the meeting sorry
After the meeting I really didn't know everyone name and so I went to ask the same dude the question that I was going to ask but now. I asked mitsuri what she thought and she said don't do it because he's mean. But I didn't really listen to what she had to say.  So after master went back inside and every one was talking to each other I went up to him. I don't know what he will say tho.  Not bad to shoot your shot. So I went up to him and everyone was starting but I could give less of a shot at this point he was rude so well what ever. " hello"  I said and now let's see where this goes too.
"What do you want didn't I tell you to fuck off?" He spat back at me. 
"Okay hold up buddy. Just really quick. Okay I do t give a fuck but all I had was a question and you didn't have to be rude to me. First of all. You need to lose your attitude okay. And  secondly I was just going to ask what your name was but if that's to had for little brain to understand then okay." I did as the vins popped more and more out of his head.
"Ohhh so we have a smart ass on your hands now don't we."
"No" as I get closer to him and poke his chest.
" no no no that's not how that works I have been her longer thank anyone here. So I have a dumb motherfucker. Or a hard-ass on my hand. " he looked at me try to decide what to say or do next. But everyone else was look at me because the had never. I don't think really stood up to him to tell him his place. " okay and so what" he said raising his voice more at me.  " I asked you what your name is. " he looked at me then sighs. " sanemi shinazugwa. Is that good enough now?" "Yea that is thank you" and I went back to rengoku and mitsuri.
"Y/n how how did you do that."
It's not that hard. I told her and that I'm used to it. I asked her and she asked me if we wanted to go get tea or coffee and lunch and I said yes to it. !!


A/n: let's goo y'all here is the other new chapter I know this isn't going to get a lot of reads but hey let's see what's going to happen. Anyway thank you for reading love you all let me know if I had grammar errors so I can fix them anyway good bye my love!!! 🐍🐍🐍🐍

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