My Understandings (Kevin Ghost)

Chapter 6 He Found Out

"We should do something to celebrate. " I said smiling.

"We could throw a party. " Alix suggested.

"haha. I knew you would say that he's always wanted to throw one ." Evan added.

We all thought it was a good idea, but of course, I had nothing to wear so I needed to go shopping. Yay.

I put some make up on and just put on something casual. It was a white tanktop with plade shirt that faded black to red and my favorite pair of black jeans. I went in the living room and Announced that I needed to go shopping for clothes.

"Can I go with you?" Kevin asked.

"Um, sure why not." I said recitative.

I picked up my keys from the kitchen counter and said bye to the boys. We walked out to my car and we got in. *Kevin's POV*
"So, where are we going?"I asked wondering.

"Umm, I thought we could go to the mall and just look around." She replied .

"Hot Topic? " I smirked.

"Hot Topic. "She laughed. 

Her laugh is so cute. I looked over at her and smiled. I looked away and saw her look back at me. I couldn't help to smile. Her long dark brown is so beautiful and her hazel eyes can hypothesize me. Manny told me that she's been through a lot, with her dad and stuff. Yet, you can't tell. Usually you can just look at someone and tell there broken , but Cydney hides it so well. I don't see how?

On the positive side, we finally got there. I got out and we walked in together.

"Where do you want to go? " She asked.

I smiled and I took her hand and led her into Forever 21. I picked her out some clothes to try on. Before she tried them she went to the guys section of the store.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"If your making me try these on then you have to try something on too. We have to be fabulous together." She laughed.

"Okay, but you go first. " I smiled back. I hope she likes what I picked out for her.
* CYDNEY'S POV *

I went in the changing room and look at what he pick out. Wow. It was a black tanktop with a green looking cover-up and ripped skinny jeans(you can see it in the picture). It went really Well with my white high-top converse that I had on. I was a little nervous to go out there. I have butterflies at the moment and social anxiety kicking in. I'm so shy it's not even funny. But I have to because he's probably tired of waiting on me. I open the door and I see Kevin talking to a girl. This is really awkward and I can't deny that I wanted her to leave. I'm not jealous....fine I was a little damn it. I just kinda stood there waiting for him to notice that I was there. What I noticed is that Kevin was really awkward too, or he was trying to be nice. I didn't mean to but I kinda listened in on there conversation.

"Kevin, how are you?" The girl said.

"Good,good...um how are you?" Awkward Kevin said.lol

"Good, are you seeing anyone at the moment?" The girl said.

"Uh, Yeah I actually , and here she is." Kevin winked to play along and held out his arm. He wrapped his arm  around me and smiled. I started to blush, and tried to hide it, but it was obvious. He look into my eyes and I melted. His eyes are like blue and green at the same time. His smile was perfect and I couldn't help to smile back. Fluck. ( Onision reference. Lol)

As I snap my self out of my day dream I realize that I may actually like Kevin. Okay, I was crushing so freaking hard right now. The girl went on how cute we were together, when really you could just see the jealousy on her face. This made me feel awkward but, I enjoyed it for the time being.

"So how do I look??" I asked after the girl left.

"Not as good as me but, very beautiful." He joked around.

"Thanks, 'babe' ." I said in a sarcastic voice.

"I'm so glad you played along, because that bitch, is crazy." He said in a sassy voice.

"Haha, I could see that."I replied.

"Yeah but, she did say we were pretty cute together." He said looking over at me. All I did was smile. I went back I'm the changing room and got back into my regular clothes. I came out and Kevin smiled random like a weirdo and went in after me.as I was waiting I looked over to see a cute little white dress that I just fell in love with .Kevin came out with what I picked out for him and I really like it. He did too. After we decided what to wear we went up to the counter to pay. I started to pull out my bill fold when Kevin just gave the girl the money.

"Kevin, I would of got that." I said.

"You can repay me somehow later " he smiled. I went along with it and we finally got to leave. It was so beautiful and sunny out side I almost didn't want to get into the car. I got in and I was waiting for Kevin. He open the back car door and set the bags in the seat. I started the car and he got in.

"Guess what?" He smiled.

"What?" I wondered.

"He pulled out the white dress that I saw and it blew me away. How did he sneak  that by me??

"KEVIN!IT'S BEAUTIFUL!  You didn't have to get this.how did you know I wanted it??"

"When I came out I saw you looking at it so I thought I would get it for you." He smiled.

"Awe. Thank you so much." I smiled happily. I hugged hum and I finally backed out if the parking spot. We got home in about 10 minute.

We went in the house and there wasn't anybody home at the moment. Kevin handed me the bag with my clothes in it; I went in my room and put the dress on he got for me. I looked in the mirror and actually liked what I saw. Honestly, I am the most insecure person I know. But the only thing I didn't like about my self at this very moment, were my scars. I have had a very dark past full of me thinking I was a screw up and me not having a dad growing up. Anyway, enough if the depressing shit. I walk out of my room to show Kevin and trying to hide my scares at the same time. His face lit up and he smiled. I smiled back awkwardly.≧﹏≦.

"Wow. Y-you look beautiful. " he said kinda stuttered .

"Haha. Thank you." I shyly giggled.

He looks down and I was debating rather if he was looking at my boobs or my arm. His smile slowly vanished, and then a knew.

"Cydney....what is that? He said in a soft voice.

A/N

I am so freaking sorry about updating but I made this one extra long and I procastinate a lot. I had a day off so I could write.and when I say day off I mean I woke up late for scool. I really hope you like it and sorry for the cliffhanger. Love y'all. ✌