My Understandings (Kevin Ghost)

Chapter 7 The Arter Party

A\N || I just want to thank Bella- @stay_posi \ Gaby- @Gaby0419 \Victoria- @victoriaEGhost , and My lovely boyfriend that agreed to let me put him in this. Haha go follow them, there awesome people and my new Friends. =^_^=

"Cydney...what is that?" He said is a quiet voice.

"Kevin..I..I need to tell you something." i said as my heart dropped.

We sat on the couch and I looked down trying to think of what i was going to say next. Before I could Kevin grabbed my arm and just rubbed my scars. I didn't want to be there anymore but, I had to explane myself.

"Kevin I um, I've been through a lot this past 3/4 years, I've been neglected by my own mother that I wish that would accept me for who i am. I was in a relationship with this ass whole that turned all of my friend on me and he would, um-" I found it extremely hard to get the words out, and I felt a big knot in my throat

"That would...what Cydney??" Kevin said taking my hand.

I bused out into tears and Kevin hugged me. "He would beat me."

Kevin didn't say anything, which didn't bother me. He just hugged me tightly and i felt safe in his arms. we were on the couch and I eventually fell asleep in his arm. I woke up about 2 hours later and we were cuddling on the couch. I didn't open my eyes because I was to tierd to. He was so warm and he was gently playing with my hair. I was guessing that it was about 5 o'clock and the party was going to start at 9. I heard someone walk in the room but I just laid there pretending to be asleep.

*Kevin's POV*

I fell asleep and we were cuddling on the couch. When I woke about 2 hours later I started gently playing with her hair, it's so soft. I kissed her forehead wishing it was her lips but there's no way she would be interested in someone like me.

After I grieve over how Cydney wouldn't be interested in me;Evan walked in.

"Kevin, what did you and Cydney do while we were gone?" He said with one eye brow raised. "Nothing Evan. You know I wouldn't do that." I lied.

"Well, just asking you wouldn't shut up about her the other night. Ha. You guys are cute together."he smirked.

I smiled and looked down at her peaceful face;she's so beautiful.

*Cydney's POV *

I stretched out my legs and I tried not to smile because of what I just heard. I finally open my eyes and look up to see a beautiful pair of blue/green eyes staring into mine. "Hey sleepy head." He smiled. "Hey."I yawned and smiled back.

I sat up to stretch my arms and back. I saw Evan standing in the kitchen and I was wondering where the others were. "Hey Evan, where's the guys?"I said while rubbing my eyes. "They went to get some drinks." He said with a smile on his face.

"You know I'm only 17 right?" I informed him. "Fine, you can't have any then." He said raising his eye brows.

"I mean, I'm 22." I say with sarcasm. I never really drank before but I was willing to try it. I decided to go take a shower for the party. I grabed my clothes I got earlier and laid them out on the bed. I went in the bathroom and I strip down. I looked down at my scars and felt so ashamed. I've been clean for almost 3 weeks and I was happy. I hear the door knob rattle and I just froze because it scared me a bit. I see Kevin look me up and down and close the door quickly. "I AM SO FREAKING SORRY CYDNEY!" Kevin yells from out side of the door like he should be. "Uh, it's Okay, but didn't you see me walk into the bathroom?"I asked embarrassed to hell and back.

"No I thought you were in your room." He explains .

I just got in the shower trying to forget about what just happened. After I was finished I dried off and wrapped a towel around me. I walk out of the bathroom and go into my room. I got dressed in my clothes and sat down on my bed. Just trying to gather the strength to walk out there after Kevin just saw my naked body...Ugh. I just sit there for a minute and take in my room that I've put together. I have a plane white bed in the corner. White walls with pictures hanging up on a clothing line of me and Manny and a few of my favorite bands. I have lights around them and a naked wall that I thought about painting something on it. My passion is art and I almost have a whole book of drawings.