stalker? | jakehoon

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hello my jakey

                                             what are you 80?

               I couldn't explain the way that
               I felt. It was a foreign feeling.

I find it funny how you're balled
up on the corner of this couch
and won't speak to me but you
will reply to my texts

I glared at him, looking up from my phone. It had been a while since our current... events. Would you like a recap? Because I can give you one.

"I'm in love with you..". Everything was quiet besides the tv which was deafening. We were still closer than ever and I couldn't understand the look on Sunghoon's face.

"I know", He replied. I didn't know what I expected, but it wasn't that. A smile threatened his lips, almost finding its home there but I couldn't really tell if it would stay. His hand ran through my hair and was back on my face before he sighed.

"Jakey". His thumb did the little movey thing on my cheek once again, making my insides liquify. He made me literally feel like I was melting.

"Hoon", I whispered, feeling like I was going to burst into tears. Our eyes stared at each other like there was nothing else in the world that could separate our attention. I loved him. I fucking loved him. I'm pathetic.

Sunghoon's lips brushed against the top of my nose, and then my lips. Just a small kiss, but made me feel things I shouldn't have. "I don't know how I can feel yet, you're my stalker after all silly".

and there he went, tried his best to not laugh but ultimately failed and ended up pulling away and cackling. Matter of fact, he almost fell off of the sofa because of how hard he was laughing. He just HAD to ruin the moment. I couldn't tell if I was angry or wanted to laugh too but I got up and fleed the scene.

"Come back! I'm sorry!", He shouted in my direction. I wasn't in the mood to answer.

"No". A simple response for someone who FUCKING LAUGHS WHILE INCHES AWAY FROM SOMEONES LIPS. I sat at the same chair in the kitchen that I ate at before and pouted, listening to only my thoughts.

I get that he thought it was funny, but I didn't. I was in love with him. I really was. I felt like something was there.. but maybe not.

Suddenly I felt arms around my torso, picking me up. I didn't know what else to do but scream. My screech made him laugh even more as he pulled me out of the chair roughly and carried me back into the living room.

"See, you can't escape me", He said as he dropped me onto the couch. I wanted to seriously stab that bitch. Instead of giving him the benefit of the doubt, I furrowed my brows and scooted as far away as I could and went on my phone.

and here we are. ignoring park sunghoon.

jake

   no.

jakey

   no

baby

    NO.
     stop it

look at me
I swear to god I will kick
you

     nope, not listening

okay you're right, I won't
actually do that but c'mon
jakey

        I didn't say anything

you're a pain in my ass

       :)

Finally, I looked up from my phone without a pout this time and glanced at him. He was already looking at me this time, seeming to be content with his efforts.

"You're childish", He said. I scoffed, getting up and plopping down closer to him. "and you're an asshole", I replied, laying down on his lap once again.

He smiled, interlacing his fingers with my hair. Just like before, that's why this felt normal. Normal? Was it Sunghoon who felt normal or this?

"You're cute". I looked up at him. His comment made me smile but I didn't say anything back. He just continued to stroke my hair and occasionally poked my fucking face.

"Hey!".
"I just wanted to know if you were awake!".

maybe I did fuck everything up. he
was acting like he felt the same, but maybe
I was just a thing to pass the time..