stalker? | jakehoon

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good morning princess

                                   I hope someone smothers
                                             you with your pillow

I hope that someone is you <3

                                                        good morning

            it had been weeks since the last time
               I went over to sunghoon's house.

                 honestly I didn't know if I even
            wanted to keep getting closer to him

any plans for today?

                    do you have something in mind?

..
maybe

                                                                   shoot

if you're not doing anything..
I have an idea of something we
can do
it does involve going out in public

                                                            ew gross
                                                                 i'm in

i'll pick you up at 6:30

                                                            alrighty

               we'd never done something that
           wasn't going to his place so this was
             sudden and also fucking terrifying

It wasn't long before the sun started to set. It was kind of cold out since winter was just around the corner and it was mid fall, more like early winter to be honest. There were still leaves on the trees so I might have just been exaggerating. The air was cold though so I decided to wear a simple black hoodie and grey sweat pants. God I hope this wasn't something fancy he had planned.

My phone buzzed a few minutes later right as I was tying my shoes. "Wait a fucking second", I cursed at my phone and ignored it. My shoes were main priority. I was tripping as I quickly tied them and grabbed the backpack I previously shoved shit into.

His car was a basic black car. I didn't fucking know what kind, I wasn't one of those car obsessed guys. "Nice, daddy's money?", I asked in a joking tone. It didn't seem that different from my normal tone though.

"Mommy's", Sunghoon smiled toward me as I got into the car and pulled the door shut. My heart started to beat faster than ur had before. Probably just because I was nervous around him, or maybe because we had never really hung out except for at his house.

I tapped my fingers on the window nervously before I even realized he was speaking to me. "Jakey?", He said. I glanced over and saw that he was looking at me. I reached out and pushed his face back forward. "Eyes on the road idiot!", I scoffed and shifted away from the window.

"So where are we going?", I said, lowkey kind of on edge. Being around people other than Sunghoon didn't really sound appealing to me. He didn't say anything, just flashed a smirk at me.
...

When the car finally stopped we were in the parking lot of a local faire. "No", I said in disbelief. "Hm?", He hummed, tossing a zip up at me. I definitely didn't dress for the occasion of getting scared to death. At least it was a fall themed faire.

In the distance there was roller coasters, a ferris wheel, and more. Countless stands for food and drinks as well. I shivered, covering my hands in Hoon's zip up. I looked a little stupid with my fists balled up in the jacket just to stay warm but oh well.

I looked over at him as we walked to get our tickets. He was staring at me. "What?", I said, confused. He sighed and gently took my arm, pulling the jacket away from my hand and held my hand. Pulling the sleeve back down, he shoved our hands into his jacket pocket. I didn't even realize that my face was so red until I noticed the warmth rush to my cheeks.

"Cute", He said chuckling. I grunted and tried to pull my hand away but he had such a tight grip on it that I didn't manage.

We did a bit of walking but it was too cold to even focus on that when my ears felt like they were going to fall off. "Anything specific you want to do?", He asked me. I sighed and shook my head. The only time i had ever gone to these types of things were when I still lived with mom.

"Whatever you want to do", I peeked up and smiled, just wanting to enjoy myself even though it was cold as... you know. Sunghoon smiled and rubbed his thumb in circles against the back of my hand.

We approached a concession stand that smelled pretty damn good. I could tell Sunghoon was practically drooling over all the food. "What do you want?", He asked, looking over at me. It took me a minute to even decide but after a moment I pointed over at the hot chocolate on a big board that showed all of the food and stuff. He nodded and continued to coddle my hand as we went through the line.

Was it weird that I was.. sad that I had to eventually let go of his hand? Once I got my hot chocolate I immediately smiled. Holding the cup against my cheek for a second, I felt warmth finally come back to my body. Finally, I tried it and the drink was pretty good for hot chocolate. Felt wintery and in season or whatever. I could feel my lips again too.

"Good?". I looked up at him and couldn't help but smile once more. I nodded happily. I just then realized I probably looked like a literal child, cupping the vessel in just hands like I had just paid 30$ for the thing. I was mostly just happy because I was with him.

Pressing my lips together, I felt my whole face lose that warmth again. The cold breeze ran down my spine, making me shiver. Was this really a good idea? You could probably see Hoon's smile from a mile away with how big it was. Before I could tease him for it, he planted a quick peck on my nose, making my nose and my insides warm again.

He quickly took my hand back and we continued to walk. About an hour had passed, with the occasional conversation and his continued asking if i was too cold or okay, and of course him eating so much I was sure he would vomit. What can I say, some people like festivals and shit.

We finally ended up in-front of the ferris wheel. I wasn't going to lie, heights freaked me out. Like, BAD. "Really?", I half groaned. Sunghoon's smile was too big to say no to though so I toughed it out and got on the damn thing.

The further we got into the air, the tighter my chest felt. "Are your lips still cold?", Hoon suddenly asked. I looked up from the practically fetal position I was in "Everything is cold", I shivered. He sighed and took one of my hands. With a bit of a shove, he pulled me up out of my position and I practically flew. "SUNGHOON!", I screamed as the damn gondola thing was moving because of him.

His arms wrapped around my back and pulled me as close as humanly possibly. I was still terrified and trying to yell and get away since we were rocking. I squeezed my eyes shut so I didn't freak out, and that was when he took his opportunity to kiss me.

When our lips met, my face finally felt warm again. I couldn't even pull away because he had me in his arms and I was too scared to move. I was half afraid I was going to crush him because I was sitting on him. He kissed me harder than the first time he had, like we didn't have much time left or something.

            We have all of the time in the world..

I couldn't stop thinking about him and I felt like I was going to throw up because of his intoxicating he was. Our tongues were a bundled mess when I finally forced myself back and off of him. "Fuck!", I yelled when I realized my hot chocolate was sitting by my feet, spilled over.

"Your fault, that's all your fault", I pouted and glared at him. He looked like a kid in a candy store, smiling so happily and shit.

I sighed.

and sighed again.

                               I loved him.