Bucky Barnes imagines

Insecure

"Always be yourself. There's only one you. You should embrace anything that you don't like about yourself because that's individual and that's you."
-Jesy Nelson

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Y/N Y/L/N's POV:

Today is just like any other day.

Hating myself for how i look or feel.

Even though I'm an avenger and anyone will die to be in my position I am still not happy with myself.

I live around people who are absolutely gorgeous with fantastic bodies and an attractive face and I'm just me.

I'm now casually in the mirror staring at my body; pointing out every scar, or anything i see as a flaw.

That is until i hear a knock at my door.

I quickly pull up my leggings and throw a hoodie over my sports bra and go and see who's knocking on my door.

I open my door to see Bucky.

It's no secret that I got a big crush on the super soldier with a metal arm but I know we can only be best friends and no more since well look at me. I'm nothing compared to the other girls in the compound, he'll be blind to ever find me attractive.

"Yes bucky." I smiled looking up at the ex assassin since my 5'4 self is short compared to him.

"Do you wanna come on a run with me and Nat?" He asked a big grin on his face.

"Sure, let me just put my shoes on." I said opening the door wider for him to come and wait.

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I put my black shoes on and stood up looking at my best friend who sat at the end of my bed.

"Well cmon then let's go." I chuckled ushering bucky out the door.

"Are you sure you should wear that on a run it's over 30 degrees outside." He said standing up.

"Yeah, I'm alright." I mumbled forcing a smile.

"Y/n." Bucky spoke sternly.

"Yeah." I turned around so I was facing him.

He grabbed my hands and looked me in my eyes. "If something was bothering you you'll tell me right."

My heart fluttered by how he grabbed my hands but I dismissed it since he'll never want me.

"Of course Buck your my best friend." I said again forcing a smile.

"Okay." He smiled still sounding a bit unsure.

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Me, Bucky and Nat exited the tower and started slowly jogging towards the woods at the back of the tower.

The woods wasn't even that far away and when we finally went inside of it I was already feeling hot and dizzy.

Bucky wasn't bothered since he was wearing a short sleeved t shirt and long shorts and nat already had on a sports bra and leggings.