Bucky Barnes imagines

Strangers. P1.

Y/N Y/L/N

"So what im getting here is that you all are going on a mission that could probably take months and I have to stay here? By myself?"

"Yes y/n you have to stay." Steve sighs, crossing his arms over his chest. "Im sorry but youre not cleared to be on the field yet, and you probably won't be for a very long time.You literally got shot twice while on a mission 5 days ago. You're still healing. One wrong move and those stitches will open which means you'll have to get stitched back up again. Does it look like I want that for you?"

"No." I whisper, feeling the dull pain in my shoulder and stomach.

I already have nightmares from when that happened. From when the first shot landed in my stomach. When I screamed at the top of my lungs from the pain. When I tried to put my hand on my wound, feeling my blood slip through my fingers. When the agent stood over me attempting to shoot me in the head, attempting to end my life right there. I heard the gun shot go off. I felt the burning pain in my shoulder mixed with the unbearable pain in my stomach. But I was still alive barely. If it was a head shot I would've been dead instantly. But no, I saw a bullet go through the agents leg which made him fall on one knee and shoot my shoulder instead, but at least I was still alive. Someone from my team who I believe was Natasha saved me. She saved my life and I'll always be thankful for that. The rest of what happened was a blur since I was in and out of consciousness. All I remember is a lot of shouting even more gun shots and strong arms picking me up and carrying me to the quinjet.

"Y/n!" I jump at the sound of Steve shouting my name. "Are you okay? I was in the middle of talking to you and it's like you couldn't even hear me."

"Yeah im fine," I lie, "It's just I don't know when everyone's coming back and," I sigh feeling suddenly sad that my team is leaving and I don't know how long they'll be gone for. "I just don't want everyone to leave. I don't want you lot to be out on the field and im just hear... helpless."

Steve stays silent for a few minutes, but it really just looks like he's thinking. Steve stays silence for a few more minutes and the silence is really getting to my head. "Does everyone need to go?" I ask, breaking the silence. "What if Natasha just stays with me, just to keep me company?" Steve shakes his head immediately.

"Natasha can't stay I need natasha on this mission."

"Well what about Clint?" Steve shakes his head at that as well.

"No I need Clint too."

"Sam?"

"No, sam can fly and I need someone in the air for this mission."

"Tony can fly. So can thor. Im sure you can let Sam stay at least." I sigh, getting irritated.

"No, no and nope." Steve says firmly. "This mission is too important and I need everyone on it."

I scoff. "Well the mission is not that important since I'm not on it."

Steve gives me a blank stare. "You know why you can't be on this mission, so stop asking if you can come because the answer will be no."

I throw my hands in the air. "Well I need someone to stay with me like do you know how lonely it's going to be here all by myself and if no one stays then I might aswell go-"