Universe, a strange place. It is simple, elegant. Yet, you don't understand anything it has to offer. It is chaotic. It has a mind of its own. It listens, it chooses fate, it plays with you, it gambles with you. It chooses to play a game of chess. Where, any wrong move could leave you stranded, cold.
I decided to play that game of chess. The universe taking a stronger position. It doesn't play by the rules, it cheats, it twists facts, fates. The same way, that it does with me. The only thing that I did better was that I played sharply. Almost aggressively. With hatred in my eyes, with no good intentions. Because I dreamt. I dreamt of a perfect life. Of a life too good to be true. Something, so unreachable. Unpredictable. I dreamt of love. Of one of a kind.
Perfect. Perfect love, in its purest form. I dreamt. If not one of my high school classmates then who? The moment came in the game of chess that I had too much advantage. Too much to win and to lose. Too much. The universe doesn't allow that. I gambled with my fate. So in return, the universe showed me exactly everything I wanted to see.
Someone fell in love with me. In a distant, far, unreachable universe. Then in another. And in another. He fell in love many times in the multiverse. Every time, was different. All of them were happy. Bright, yellow. Filled with joy. Filled with something that is beyond description. I fell in love with those universes.
I fell on my knees, in front of the universe and I asked "Is there any way the universe will share their fate? Is there true love at the end of the tunnel?" The universe laughed at my face. Moved its pawn, taking all of my advantage. I got distracted.
Didn't see through illusions, magic, tricks. I fell again. For the traps. Fell for the false hope. False dreams. I dreamt. I wanted it. I desired it. I demanded it.
Someone listened, soon the universe sent over me an opportunity. To give up my hopes and dreams and fall asleep. To cross the multiverse and be in my dreamt world. All of that because I dreamt. I dreamt of the future. I dreamt of the life. I was desperate. I took it.
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Everything falls apart, eventually.
RandomI was long wondering whether or not to share this story as I wrote it at 2 am whilst crying over some guy that now is no one to me anymore. The story resembles an idea of destructive almost toxic relationship's where one person would go to extremes...
