What if he's just in my head

Outing?

So today is that weird outing Sydney planned to disgrace me. Urghh I have to be there no way but how would I make it there without taking a guy to be my boyfriend along?
I thought about this then I took my phone to call my couz Philip. He'd do well to act like my boyfriend for the day I assured myself. Everyone thinks having a boyfriend is no big deal but to me it is. I would be clocking 17 in a few months time and I have not even had my first kiss ughhh I pulled back out of my thought the moment Philip picked up the call
Hi Rose guess you need a shoulder to cry on again
Nah...idiot I can stand for myself you know I said knowing fully well how often I disturb him for help.
Yea you sure can...so what is it this time darling?
Yea at last I'd just tell him straight up then
Emm actually later today I have an outing with Sydney and the rest so I kinda need you to act like my bf...I paused to hear his reply
Emm...today can't work sis. I and my babe wanna catch a movie at the cinema...and I can't ditch her for you you know?
All he said was enough to shred me into tiny bits. I managed to say before I ended the call alright no problem then enjoy your day my regards to her
Hey wait what about a friend...
I didn't wait for him to finish the statement I ended the call.
Back to the start. How am I going to that pool without a guy!
Sydney gonna skin me alive...after all the insults this years I still couldn't get myself a guy. Not that am not beautiful, I think I am but then no guy would approach me. It hurts I said aloud dropping my phone on the side table by my bed.

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7hours later
Mom,dad am going out with my friends...catch you guys later
OK sweetheart come back with a guy this time I heard my mom say before I closed the door
I looked once more at my dress...I wore my pink hoodie with my denim skirt and of course my Nike sneaker...I kinda love this combo a lot. While I waited for the bus at the subway, I realised this night gonna be a long one and I still have no guy to show my friends when all they arranged this meeting for is to meet my boyfriend!
I would just tell them he travelled or tell them he is at work...no I'd just say he had to be somewhere no this shit won't work I said and entered the bus that just arrived.....

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