The Face Behind My Computer "Rewritten"

Chapter 25

The Face Behind My Compute

Chapter 25

I drive into our driveway and Ronda immediately jumps out of the car slamming the door close. She did the same thing yesterday while the car was still in motion. "Are you sure, you don't know what's up with her?"

Riley shrugs his shoulder picking up his back bag. "I got problems of my own besides she doesn't talk to me anymore." I sort of find that hard to believe but then again I have notice the sudden change of everyone keeping to themselves. Ever since Roxanne little sister started hanging out with Ronda, she seems happier. Then Riley started to develop some type of feelings for this girl and when he told Ronda that she flipped.

I don't know what the deal is with both of them. When I enter the house I saw her coming down the hallway. "You do realize you nearly broke my car door."

"I don't fucking care okay!" I was rather taken aback by the foul langue that came out of her mouth. What is wrong with this girl?

"Excuse me?" she growl stomping her feet and ran up the stairs.

I took a deep breath in attempt to keep my cool. "Get ready and be down in ten. Same goes for you." I breathe ragingly through my nostrils. She had never spoken to me in using that type of language ever. Not even with my parents. So to actually hear her saying the F word brings tears to my eyes.

It makes me to question my role as an older brother and a role model for them. Have I paid much attention to them like they need? Do make sure I'm aware of each of their views on life. Or have I failed at the head of this house.

You see my dad isn't around much and Ronda is a total daddy's girl. It's hard for her cop with him being gone all the time. Whenever he's not around I always find myself playing the 'daddy' role in their lives. I guess it has an effect on me as well never actually getting to have that father son connection with him. Maybe that is why I fuck so many girls.

I mean whenever he is here he would screw my mom then leave for months and every time that happens she get pregnant. First me then the twins and now she has another one on the way. I don't know what this guy think he's doing trying to build a freaking factory. I love my mom and I would hate to see her hurt but there will forever be this other half of me that does not trust him.

His children are growing up without a father and it's like he doesn't even care. My mom is due in a month although you can barely tell she is pregnant and where is he. Not by her side that's for sure.

I shake my head clearing my thoughts that hadn't really helped with my current situation. "I'm ready." someone spoke I turn around to see Ronda with a duffle bag swinging of her shoulder. Tearing my eye away I realized I hadn't left my spot.

I point at her narrowing my eyes. Ronda give me a look that says, are you on something. Then she push pass me brushing shoulders.

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I decided to come back to the dance studio after dropping Riley off at his friend house. Ronda behavior has escalated to the point I don't know how to discipline her. God I sound like a parent! I mean how I can discipline a thirteen year old.

1) Take away her cell phone

2) No TV

3) Make her do my chore

I don't know why I thought waiting in the parking lot will give me answers, but I did it anyways. Maybe she has problems here with the girl, I'm hoping. So I guess I am spying on my baby sister. A knock on my window startle me I turn to find no one but Roxanne grinning from ear to ear. I roll my window down and a whip of her perfume engulfs me. "Hey, what are you doing here? Ronda doesn't get out till nine. I hope everything's okay."