The Face Behind My Computer "Rewritten"

Chapter 19

                The Face Behind My Computer

Chapter 19

 

The darkness fell upon me, and all what I thought was a dream was all real. The screaming, crying, shouting, fighting was all real. The tears ran down my cheeks. How could I have let this happen? What was I thinking? How could he do this to me? Why is all this happening to me? Mom would kill me if she ever finds out, well not technically but she will be disappointed. What will my friends think of me? All these question rush in my mind. I wrap my arms around my knees rocking back and forth. My body shock in fear. My life is over. My world is crashing underneath me. I'm so stupid. I hung my head and let my long hair fall over my knees covering my face and weep. Weep till I can't weep anymore. I want to be invisible.

I want to go back in time and reverse everything that ever happened. Everybody warned me about him. Everybody told me he will never change, but no I was determine that I was the one and only girl who could change this player of a bad boy. Now here I am alone with a broken heart and he is nowhere to be seen or found. He left me to suffer. How can a person be so cruel? He destroy me, I'm dead inside my heart is a stone, and there is nothing no one can do to bring me back to life.

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A warm hand shock me, I twist and turn in my bed. Why am I being wake up in the middle of the night? I half way open my eyes. My eyelids shout tight once the bright sun light blinds my eyes. I pull my heavy blanket over my head protecting my eyes from the light. I was shook once again. What more can a girl ask for than to just sleep in peace on a Saturday morning. I became exasperate and flung the blanket off me. "What is it?!" I murmur in a some what polite voice.

"I'm back." the voice said. I attempt again to open my eyelid so I could see and my eyes widen in shock. What this can't be? Someone get me a doctor. This is all a dream. "Are you okay? You were screaming Sean name." I leap up in a sitting position and pull my mom into a hug.

"Yes mom no worry." I lay parting from our hug. Mom left for a business trip the day after Nina left, it’s her way of getting back to herself. I missed her so much even though it's been only a week a very long week.

"Okay I made you breakfast why don't we head down stairs." she stood up from my bed and I felt the bed rise. I follow a few second later. The smell of bacon, waffles, eggs, French toast and muffins fill the house. We enter the kitchen and there it was all that delicious food for me only me. I ran to sit on a stool by the counter next to my dad who was busy read today’s new paper.

Dads shuffle his news paper close. “Good morning sweetheart." my dad greets me and once he say 'sweetheart" all I could think about was Richard. I have not talked to him since yesterday morning. He sends me messages, but I don't know what to say in response. I have been so busy on staying avoiding Sean calls (I receive two every hour) and text messages. I totally forgot about Richard. I really like him but I don't think we can ever be more than just friends. He makes me smile and that is one thing no other guy has made me do in quite a while now. There is something about him that draws me closer to him. Other then my crush on him.

"Morning dad." I said stacking five waffles on my plate with eggs, four bacon strips, two muffins, eight French toasts, and on the side a large glass of orange juice. I pour the syrup over the waffles and French toast making them droned in it. I could feel my parents gaze on me watching my every movement. There was something up with them. The whole breakfast scene made me realize that this could be a set up. "What is it? Why are you guys looking at me like that?"

My patents exchange gaze. There is something fishy going on. "There is no reason we just haven’t seen you this happy in a long time... so... We were wondering if you have a boyfriend?" my mom stammer with a bright smile on her face. Most parents will be concern and worry if their daughter had a boyfriend in high school but mine parents, they persuade me to go ahead and have a boyfriend as long if I don't get pregnant. "And don't worry we already know you and Sean sleep together."

I choke on my orange juice. "What?"

"We are your parents." my dad state patting my back.

"Okay I'm trying to enjoy my breakfast and you two are making loose all my appetite." I stood up from the stool with my plate of food in hand and orange juice in the other. "May I be excuse and by the way I did not sleep with you know who." 

"Where are you going?"

"Up to my room where I can eat without my parents talking inappropriately!" I yell from the top of the staircase. My head collide with something hard that cause it thumb. Groaning in pain I look up to find Sam with a beam smile across his face all dress up. "And where are you going lookin all dazzling?" all pain suddenly gone as I munch on a bacon scrip.

"Ha. Ha. Ha. Nowhere in specific."

"Hmm. So this," I point to his outfit that was casual. "doesn't have anything to do with my best friend by the name of Maddy. Does that name ring a bell?" I tease side stepping him.

Sam ruffle my hair messing it up even more the it already was. "Now that my dear cousin is none of your business." he skip down the stairs.

"I want all the details when you get back! And I will be back for more food so don't eat it all." I know what you’re thinking but I do not care skinny girls got to eat you know. I open the door of my room sat my plate of food on my bed and my juice on the lamp table, picking up my laptop from my desk. I leap on my bed almost spilling my food.

I put my laptop on then log onto cupid fly, I had twenty messages. They were all from Richard but there was one that stood out and it was from Mark Millson. I click the attach message and a picture pop up. It was of a girl and a guy kissing very passionate. It looks like they were at a Halloween party. "Why is this guy sending picture of random people?"

I observe the picture on my laptop screen. I recognize some of the teens in the back ground, that’s when it hit me it was the Halloween party me and the girls went to, but why is this person sending it to me. I stroll down the screen and read the message.

Mark: He will only hurt you.

I was more confused. I look at the picture once again the guy had chest nut hair, black jeans a black leather jack that I recognize. "What the player? Why does this person thinks I'm interested in the player?"  I could have sown he resemble Richard from the side but after looking at the rest of the other pictures I was sure it was the player.

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8/23/2014