Tanner POVWas calling her gorgeous a bit too forward about how I was feeling? I wasn't sure, all I knew was that my feelings towards her were extremely strong, and were becoming increasingly hard to hide
The whole time I boarded the plane, i was resisting the urge not to go running back and be with the only person I could think about for the past two days, and the fact that I couldn't because filming starts in LA tomorrow, was honestly killing me.
When I went to go and switch my phone onto Aeroplane mode, the screen opened to where Lexi had put her name in my contacts and seeing the ❤️emoji, she had put next to the I in 'Lexi', reminded me of just this morning when she was in my arms and not about to be a million miles away. But it was okay, I'd promised myself and her, that this wasn't the end. That I'd be back to visit and help her find her feet. It was a bit surreal; I'd just met this woman but had this overwhelming urge to protect, and make sure she was okay. But on the other hand, I couldn't stop my mind from wondering what it would be like being with Lexi. Which was wrong, on so many levels. The woman was clearly struggling and vulnerable, I'm sure he last thing she needed was to be fucking around with a semi stranger from the States, and the fact that I was in the public eye wouldn't help either. But then maybe that's exactly what she needed. I kept thinking about how frail she was. I tiny little body from probably months of neglect. I knew a million ways that I could give it the attention it deserved and relieve her of the blatant pressure she was harbouring. I was literally arguing with myself, going backwards and forwards torturing myself, convincing myself. I glanced down at my phone, and the emoji which above all else showed that Lexi needed to be cared for, and that's what I'd do. Make sure she was okay, and then, only then would I entertain the idea of any more happening between us.
The lack of sleep was beginning to take its toll, I was tired, but needed to be on my A game in the next few days. I started mentally planning how I would tackle the week, but sitting here in the warm, with the gentle buzz of the plane, brought fatigue on hard and fast, and suddenly I was fighting to keep my eyes open.
We were sat in front of a burning fire, and her silhouette revealed the curve of her tits and how they moved as she grinded her hips against me. She brought her face close to mine, the shorter distance between us revealed her face and those eyes and I closed my eyes in anticipation of the kiss that was about to come. The kiss that I was obviously so desperate for. I was aware that this was a dream, but I didn't want it to end, I was finally getting Lexi how I wanted her, and I had to fight the exterior noises that threaten to wake me and bring me back to reality. But I was no use, we were about to land, and the minute the announcement came, I was awake and the intimate image of her and us was gone. But not gone forever. Shortly after I was home. I dumped my bags on the floor decided I'd sort my shit out in the morning, I was tired and needed sleep. The second my head hit the pillow; she was back. This time on her knees looking up at me. Her eyes locked to mine as she moved backwards and forwards, and I disappeared in and out of her mouth. It was a dream, I knew, but it felt amazing and I was close. The sight, of her eyes, her mouth, stretched and wrapped around me, was overwhelming. I could feel myself tipping over the edge, never had I ever had such dream that consumed my whole physicality, yet I was coming, I could feel it. Seconds later, my hand was covered in warm fluid. Pulling from my dream and back to reality once more. So much for taking care of her with no other intentions. This was going to be really hard..
*authors note*
Hi guys !! Sorry it's been so long since I updated, but I'm back now and I'm gonna try update it often... credits to WallAgainstMyFace for writing this chapter, and thanks for saving me from a complete brain fart lol
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