I look over at Jaden who's wearing a towel around his waist and has damp hair due to just getting out of the shower. "Jaden" I say softly
"Yes baby?" He asks not looking at me
"Would you ever kill me" and with that, he quickly turns his head towards me with a shocked expression
"What the hell. No I wouldn't"
"But you killed other people"
"Yeah people I don't care about"
"What if I wanted to break up with you? Would you kill me then"
He stays quiet making my heart beat fast, he would wouldn't he? He would actually fucking kill me if I tried to break up with him.
"You're sick" I say softly holding myself up with my hands behind me on the bed staring at him.
"I'm not sick" He says slowly stepping towards me, making my heart beat faster the closer he got.
"I'm not a child anymore Jaden"
"Shut up"
"you're sick in the head, so mentally fucked up"
He stares down at me with a cold look in his eyes. I know I should stop right now, I mean he hasn't done anything to me but I can't stop myself.
"Amelia"
"Jaden"
"Stop it" he says pointing at me still stepping closer and closer until he's at the foot of the bed
"Why'd you kill them Jaden, why did you kill all those innocent people"
"They weren't fucking innocent"
"I mean I wouldn't know, it's not like you tell me anything. You just kidnap me bring me here. Barley let me leave the room, never let me leave the house. I just want to know what would happen if I tried to leave the house? Just for some fresh air, nothing else. Would you punish me? Would you tie me up and leave me in the basement"
He charges towards me on the bed, wrapping his fist around my neck "Amelia, shut the fuck up. I would never hurt you" he says with tears in his eyes then let's go of my neck.
"Did they give up looking for me?" I ask holding his eyes.
"The case has been closed" he says looking down and walking away from me.
"Why can't we go back to how we were when we first met" He asks while putting on clothes
"Because I didn't know who you truly were back then, trust me if I could go back in time and change the past I would've never walked into that parking lot"
I watch as a tear rolls down his eyes "I'll talk to you later princess" he says after putting on his shoes and heading towards the door.
I watch as he leaves slamming the door. These past couple of months has just been us arguing, or well me initiating the argument.
I feel like I'm being held prisoner, I'm not allowed to leave his room unless someone is with me. The only thing I'm stuck doing all day is watching tv, eating, sleeping, and reading a book. It's not even like he's ever here anymore.
I'd probably be fine if he was here most of the time but he's not, there are times where he's gone for days, sometimes weeks and I've never felt so alone.
It makes me think, is he seeing someone else? Does he even love? Is he tired of me?
I start to cry laying down on the bed holding onto the blanket letting all my tears soak it up.
I hear the door open again and quickly wipe my tears away "I forgot my-" he stops mid-sentence noticing my eyes.
He walks over to me "baby"
"Don't act like you care. Just get what you forgot and leave" I spit out.
"Don't act like that, princess please" he says sitting down on the bed next to me holding me into his arms
I want to push him away but I can't. instead, I just cry into his chest "You don't want me anymore" I sob.
He grabs my chin and makes me look up at him "That's not true, I do still want you I do, I love you" and with that, I start crying even harder burying my face back into his chest.
