Chance [JinKook/KookJin]

The Aftermath

TW:Mentions of Panic Attacks and Abuse and Homophobia and Panic Attacks actually

Jungkook uh whats i called? idk but like focus on jungkook.

Jungkook walked out of Jin's house, feeling like shit. Jin was right, he could've just communicated and all this wouldn't have happened. He never had to go the extra mile and cheat on his love.

Jungkook, of course, had no where to go. His parents were out of the equation already. And Jin...well we know what happened with that. The only option he had left was to call his friend and ask to stay at his house. He dialed a number on his phone and put it up to his ear.

"h-hey, hyung. can i stay at your place for a while?" Jungkook says while sniffling.

"Hey! Jungkook? I mean of course you can. But may i ask why?"

"u-uh. i'll tell you once i get there." Jungkook responds.

Auther here-quick reminder. jungkook does not have a car. he has to walk.

As Jungkook walks to his friend's house, he just has a flash of memories of everything.

When Jin and him met....he was sitting on the side of the road crying. No, not crying....it was a panic attack. His parents had found out he was gay and they hit him. He was used to it, it happened before. Multiple times. Jin had taken him in, cared for him, sheltered him.

He remembered when Jin first found out he was a little. Jin didnt shy away, he tried his hardest to take care of him. He even researched about littlespace, just for Jungkook.

He remembered when Jin has asked him out. He was so happy, so excited. He had never had been in a relationship, not until Jin. He didnt know much. Jin never said anything, he instead said he loved how innocent and caring Jungkook was.

He remembered the first time Jin made love to him. He was a virgin, didnt know much. But Jin was so gentle and loving. He always asked for consent. He always asked if it hurt.

Everything, Jin was always there for him, caring. Caring for him, and yet he hurt Jin. He hurt Jin, he let that sink in for a little.

Auther here-consent is good yall. dont have sex without consent! dont do sex if forced consent!

He was so deep in his thoughts, he didnt even notice that he already arrived at his friend's house. He knocked on the door and(lets give this friend a name shall we?)Jimin opened the door quickly, letting Jungkook inside.

"J-jimin." Jungkook stutters before falling on the ground and crying into Jimin's shoulder. "Hy-hyung i messed up."

"Shhh. Hyung's got you." Jimin says while rubbing Jungkook's back, but Jungkook keeps crying. No he wasnt just crying, he was sobbing, full on sobbing. Jimin was genuinely worried. He hadnt seen Jungkook like this in a while, he thought that Jin would help him through these kinds of things. Thats when it clicked, something happened between him and Jin. 

For Jungkook, he couldnt breathe. It was getting hard to breathe. His vision was blurry, blurry from all the tears. His heart was pounding is his chest. If felt like he was dying, yet again. 

Jimin, of course, caught onto the fact he was having a panic attack once Jungkook started clutching his heart. 

Jungkook started getting that dizzy feeling in his head, and then his vision started blurring. He was starting to sway a little until he finally fell and was slumped on the ground. He felt Jimin next to him, picking him up and bringing him to the couch to lay on. Slowly but surely, Jungkook's breathing mostly calmed down and he could breathe normally. He sat up slowly, making sure he didnt get up too fast that he might get dizzy again. He looked at the table beside him and saw some water there, so he grabbed the glass and brought it up to his mouth, drinking it slowly. 

"Jungkook," Jimin says walking up to him. "Jungkook are you....are you and Jin alright?" 

Jungkook gulps. "Sorry hyung, i ugh i cant tell you right now. Ca-can i rest first?"

Jimin sighs softly. "Of course you can Kooks." He says with a smile. 

Er. Yah? Also fun fact: the panic attack part wasnt supposed to happen...my brain decided to add it. I also researched a little about panic attacks. Anyways, next chapter is how Jin reacted to the whole thing. So gimme a sec to write it. Maybe a whole day idk. Lol. Alright. Maybe give me a little while, idk where i said this, but things arent great in my life atm. But i have my friend dylan that helps a whole lot. So yah. I'll probably write through my pain because i do enjoy writing and its nice. I really like it. So uh. Stay happy! Stay healthy! And dont die! Alright!

Love you!

-Glove