Try me

Chapter 4

Liviana's pov
It's been a couple of hours since breakfast and I'm just in the living room on my phone, my dad told me that my brothers would take me shopping so I'm just waiting for them to finish work,

Like they could read my thoughts my brothers walk into the living room
"Ready?" den asked me

"Mhm just let me finish up" I told him as I glanced back down on phone I was texting some guy that went to my old school he just wanted to hook up
"What are you doing" aries asked coming out of nowhere he was looking at me so I assumed he was asking me "texting this guy from my old school" I answer and all my brother's eyes darkened with rage "what the hell liv!"den practically shouted at me" oh give me a break it's not like I'm gonna fuck him" I rolled my eyes and shut my phone "don't fucking talk to me like that!" he yelled at me again "what are you gonna do" I asked him he didn't answer me I rolled my eyes "that's what I thought now let's go" I announced walking passed them all to the front door they followed as well we all sat in the car and aries started driving don't even ask me why he's coming I don't even know

After half an hour we made it to the mall and started walking around we walked in store after store and I picked out what I wanted I started to get comfortable with my body again a few months ago so I'm going all out crop tops skinny jeans heals all of that I walked around the mall watching the boys struggle to carry my bags

I see the last store I have to go to Victoria secret I stood in front of the store and turned around to look at the guys "oh hell no I'm not going in there" Harvey almost yelled "well you don't have to, wait here" I told them and turned to walked in the store but was stopped by con "as much as I hate this dad said not to leave you alone so one of us has to come in with you" he said and I could see all my brothers cringe at those words "oh stop being such baby's! I'm just going to buy underwear come on" I turned around and walked in the store and this time they all followed I did not think this through my older brothers are gonna have to watch me pick out lingerie

I walked over to the underwear and looked over to my brothers to see the discomfort on there faces areis on the other hand is enjoying this I rolled my eyes and picked out a bunch of thongs "you where those"Harvey said almost gagging "yup" I answered I threw the thongs into my basket and picked out some bras and threw them into my basket I looked over to the lingerie section and stared at it conall followed my eyes" don't even think about it" he said "what don't think about what" Denzel asked him con pointed at the lingerie "I don't think so" Denzel added I just rolled my eyes and walked over there I picked out what I needed and put it in my basket and paid for them" I'm so disappointed in you" Harvey said and I shake my head amused

We walk back to the car and got in Harvey and Denzel were next to me and conall and areas were upfront one minute den and Harvey we're sitting and talking the next minute den has Harvey in a headlock don't ask me how I have no idea

I sighed and put in my headphones and played music, music is the only thing that takes me out of my life I feel free and I feel alive it makes me feel like I'm me in every way possible and I like it.

After another half an hour we were home I got out of the car and I think it finally hit me that my mom is dead and she's not coming back the one person I loved my entire life is gone she was there when he did it to me she was there when I needed her the most and now she's gone and she's never coming back I think that finally hit me I walked into the house and went to my room and laid down on my bed looking up she's never coming back

you are nothing that's why he did it to you "no I'm good enough I'm good" I whispered to myself why was this all coming back why now I covered myself with the blanket and tried to go to sleep but I can't

Not good enough
Nothing
Worthless
You were asking for it.

No I can't do this again I need company I got up from my bed and went out of my room I made my way downstairs to the living room

"Hey guys" I saw everyone there theo and adien are becoming like brothers to me as well aries on the other hand I have no idea what he is to me an annoying rat yes that's the one

"Hey guys" I said and saw the girls there as well "oh liv can we talk to you in the hall please" althea said to me and Alvar nodded and got up as well

"Yeah sure" I walked into the hall leading to the back yard "so me and Alvar are going clubbing tonight and we were wondering if you would like to come with" althea asked me

"Uh....why not" I answered and she smiled so did Alvar and they both attacked me with hugs "I feel so loved!" I laughed

Oh this is gonna be one hell of a night

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Hi guys if something doesn't make sense I'm sorry but I'm trying to change the ages of the characters so bear with me

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