I know that I'm fucked up we all have one thing that fucks us up wether its a person or a thing.
But the problem is nobody owns it i own the fact that I'm fucked up to feel better about myself and my problems. I might be damaged goods.
But all i w...
I'm now in my room getting ready for the club tonight I love party's and alcohol but when I turned seventeen that all changed I know that it is a bad idea going but they looked so happy when they asked and I need a drink or two
I got in the shower and lathered my body with soap and washed my hair, after twenty minutes I got out of the shower and went to my closet to pick out an outfit
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I went to my vanity to start my makeup I don't do much to my face so I just put on some eyeliner and highlighter I already have lash extensions so I don't need mascara once I'm done with my makeup I put on my high heels
I don't wanna leave my room conall invited some of his friends over and I don't want to see the look on there or my brother's face's
I take a deep breath 'fuck it' i walk out of my room and make my way downstairs and into the living room to see con and his friends on one couch and Harvey and den on the other
As soon as I walk in all eyes snap on me " wow your hot" the blond boy said and con hit him on the back of the head "That's my little sister mother fucker" con tells the blond and he just shrugs
"And where do you think you're going" den asked me "What you want me to say back to my room? I'm going out duh" he's so dumb I can't keep up with him
"You can go out if you want to but change"Harvey spoke up "No" is all I said and walked away to the kitchen to look for thea and Alvar
"Hey ready?"Alvar asked "Yeah let's go" with that we make our way to the door but before we could reach it Harvey Denzel conall theo and asher block us
"Dad said we're all under lockdown you can go down to the bar and get drunk there but none of us are allowed to go out big man's orders," conall said proudly
"You're being such a dick just for that I'm gonna fuck your friends" I smirked and saw his face drop
"You wouldn't dare" he glared
"Watch me" I walked back to the living room and saw the blond boy on the couch I go up to him and sit on his lap his face lights up
I'm not going to lie he's not that ugly he's kinda hot if I do say so myself I grind my ass on his dick and I feel it harden under me "Should we take this up to my room?" I ask leaning in so our lips were inches apart I could feel the stars of my brother burn on the back of my head he nods his head and I get off his lap and he gets up following me but before we could go any further my dad decides to grace us with his Presents
"Liviana bed now"my dad clenched his jaw
"But-"I tried to protest
"Now liv," he said in a powerful voice I rolled my eyes and snuck into the kitchen, I grabbed a bottle of vodka and snuck upstairs without anyone seeing me Why the fuck do they have to be so strict I just want to live a little it's not that big of a deal I just wanna go back to my old life sometimes but other times I wish I didn't exist
