Be careful

Awful School

''Be careful, you look beautiful, and I love you sweetheart'' my mom said, walking up to me at the front door as I picked up my bookbag from the floor. ''Thanks mam, I love you too'' I replied, heading out the door. I hopped in my car and went to pick up Jocelyn. ''Hey Josie, long time no see'' I said as she put her stuff in the back of the car. She buckled in and on our way to school we were. ''I feel like I have not seen you in 30 years, even though we saw each other literally last weekend'' She admitted chuckling. We continued the small talk until we got to school and met up with the rest of the group. Our friend group is made of 6 girls and then there is Jocelyn's random 5 other friends, some of them we completely dislike, but we feel too bad to say anything.

5th period I was making my way to carpentry class which was all the way at the other side of the school. The weird kid of the school, which I have always feared, waved me to go see him close to the bathrooms. Mind you, this guy has a charge for possession of 300+ illicit pictures of young girls. I did not really want to head there alone. I just kept on walking, acting like I did not see him and trying to make it to my next class in time. I felt a hand on my arm, and it was none other than Lyle, that boy dragging me back to the bathrooms where I had originally seen him. I tried my best to get away from him, but he was triple my size. I could not get him off for the life of me. He locked the door as we entered the bathroom. He pulled me up and against the wall and started feeling me up and I tried my best to get away from him, he pulled out a pocket knife and hold it up to my neck. ''Hayden you're here to stay there's no way out'' There was no way out the class had started there was no more people in the halls. I was stuck.

He untied my skirt and let it drop to my ankles, he pulled my shirt off and I was left in my underwear and bra. ''Aw princess is already and looking good for me.'' He whispered in my ear. ''Please'' I mumbled back just wanting to get away from him. ''What do you want princess?'' He said, looking directly in my eyes roaming his hand lower and lower down my body resting on my lower stomach. ''Stop, Please, stop'' I pleaded for him to stop. ''We're only getting started princess'' He pulled down my underwear joining my skirt and my top on the floor. My bra joined next; I was completely naked standing in front of him. As his turn, he pulled down his pants and flipped me over the sink. I felt pain through my whole body as he entered me. Tears were running down my cheeks as he continued thrusting into me. ''You're so hot and so tight princess this could never get old'' He bent down over me whispering into my ear. ''Aww Hayden, Hayden, Hayden, you're already crying of pleasure that makes me feel so good'' He stood back up and continued what he was doing previously until I felt warm liquid filling me. He pulled out and pulled up his pants as I leaned up against the wall and fell to the floor. ''aww, I did you so good'' He commented as he walked out the bathroom, leaving me there alone and naked on the cold floor bleeding. Right after he left  the bathroom with my dignity, my pride and joy, and my virginity. I locked the door instantly and just laid on the floor bawling my eyes out.

I took my time and cleaned myself up and walked out the door as the last bell of the day just rang. I got in my car and drove down to stream and just sat there and sang my heart out for a while. I did this often when I have a lot on my mind or just want some time alone.

I arrived home late that night and the only thing I wanted to do was go lay in bed and not be bothered. ''Hey sweetheart, at the stream again?'' she asked with a worried look on her face. I do not blame her I looked like a mess. I replied with a simple nod of my head. ''Want to talk about it?'' she added ''No, not really, I just want to go to bed. She responded with a simple nod as she walked away. ''Sweetie just knows I'm here for you if you need anything at all'' she said from the bottom of the stairs. ''There's left over pizza in the fridge if you want any, I love you'' She added as she reached the top of the stairs looking over the railings. I ate a little and headed to my room and wrote a little. Then headed to sleep.