I'm Sorry k.pittman

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after I was done practicing I went to take a quick shower and head back to bed since I was tired and abit sweating and keith wont be coming back so early

A FEW HOURS LATER

I was woken up by the sound of the door opening I sat up and yawned

keith; sorry did I wake you up?

y/n; no I should have woke up by now anyways

keith; did you have a good nap?

he sat beside me and hold my neck while giving me a forehead kiss

y/n; yea it was pretty good

keith; did you wrap your hand well enough while practicing

I looked down I didn't even bother to wrap it my hands had bruises all over I knew keith would get angry when I didn't take care of myself he took my hand and kissed the bruises

keith; wrap it next time ok?

I nodded and looked down but he lifted my chin up and kissed me

y/n; w-what was that for

I was all flustered and red because of the sudden kiss

keith; you seemed upset

y/n; no I was not

he chuckled

keith; oh by the way I am heading to japan for a business trip for about a week in a few days

y/n; oh...

keith; dont be upset I have a big surprise for you after I come back ok? I promise

y/n; okay

he smiled and gave me a peck

keith; ill go wash up

I nodded and he smiled and gave me a forehead kiss before he left I stood up and went to the balcony and took out a cig and light it up after he's been giving me a lot of kisses lately must be cause he's leaving soon then I just realised we're acting like a proper couple now holy shit I could I be so foolish I need to fix this

y/n; ha im sorry keith you deserve better.. not someone like me who acts sweet then turns into a  bitch within a few seconds

I looked down im about to do something that will make you hate me forever keith I feel bad but its better for you. I dont deserve you I looked down

y/n; im gonna miss you...

keith; miss who?

I jumped seeing keith behind me

y/n; what the hell keith?!

keith; haha im sorry babe you just looked so focused

y/n; did you hear anything?

keith; no other than Im gonna miss you

y/n; oh okay

keith; why was I supposed to hear something?

y/n; its nothing I just love you

keith looked at me shocked

y/n; what

keith; this is the first time you said I love you first I have to tell Charles

then he just ran off like a little kid who just got the toy he's been begging for I chuckled at his cuteness he looks like a strong and scary alpha but to me he's like a cute little puppy I could literally hear him screaming to Charles and Charles laughing

y/n; yah dont disturb Charles with your nonsense

keith; IM NOT OK ITS NOT NONSENSE

I laughed im really gonna miss you keith its been a year since I moved in with him since he asked me to since he said he wanted to see my face everyday when he wakes up

keith; oh yea I forgot to tell you I love you too my loveeeee

he rushed over and hugged me and gave me a bunch of kisses I chuckled

y/n; im really gonna miss you

oh shit did I say that out loud

keith; I'll miss you too dont worry it will just be a week

thank god he thought I was talking about him leaving for the business trip

y/n; yea i'll facetime you while your there

I said and smiled softly he seemed so happy to see that I was showing him affection not knowing I was gonna leave him after he came back

keith; hehe

we just spend the rest of the day spending time with each other having dinner then after dinner sex since its been awhile and he was leaving soon

y/n; UGH FUCK IT FEELS SO GOOD

keith; yea you like that ha

we've been at it for about 2 hours I feel bad for Charles we're both sweating and panting now

y/n; fuck im gonna cum

keith; lets do it together then

he smiled and kissed me while I kiss him back and he filled me up with his warm liquid

keith; ha I think that's it for today

he took it out and laid beside me while I was still panting

keith; want me to help you wash up?

I nodded since I didn't have any energy left he carried me up and brought me to the tub he helped me wash up and help me change into pjs then he cleaned himself up and wore the matching pjs he bought for us as a present he would always surprise me with random gifts whenever he came back from work

y/n; ke- babe?

keith; yes?

I stared at him while he was drying his hair and laughed softly I really dont feel like letting you go but I cant be selfish not with you I know that very well myself

y/n; what happens if one day you find me cheating on you

he looked at me shocked

keith; why are you asking that babe

y/n; I dont know it popped up in my head randomly

keith; well it would have meant I didn't treat you well enough till the point you had to go to another guy i'll blame myself for it

he said calmly and walked towards me and sat beside me without noticing I started crying

keith; b-babe?! why are you crying?

I hugged him and cried

y/n; d-dont ever think its your fault you treat me like a queen you make me the happiest girl alive your the best if anything like that were to happen one day dont blame yourself blame me and go find yourself a girlfriend whose worth you

he let go of me and wiped my tears

keith; what are you talking about you wont do that to me I know unless you have a reason and I cant blame you for anything your worth more than me babe you know that I love you so much your literally my whole world

I chuckled and just hugged him