the girl i met. (billie eilish)

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

~kaylins pov~

i woke up in billies arms. what the hell?! i'm super confused and now don't know whats happening. i think i'm back at billies house...but i'm not sure. "billie..." i whispered. "yeah?" she replied back with her raspy morning voice. oh my god...that was hot. "where am i?" i asked her. "you got high last night, so i took you back to my place." she told me. of course i was high. i knew one drink was going to turn into a million. "what all did i do...?" i asked her hoping she wouldn't say something bad. "well...not much. you tried to sit down on the couch but ended up sitting on me. then we got back home, and you kissed me." billie told me. I KISSED HER!? did she like it? how'd she feel about it....oh my god. im such an idiot. "i'm so sorry, billie..." i told her. i hope she liked it, because i liked her. "oh no! it's fine. i'm just wondering...did you actually mean to kiss me? because i kinda want to kiss you right now." billie told me nervously. WHAT?! DID SHE JUST ASK TO KISS ME?! this is unreal. "i don't even remember kissing you. but i would love to actually kiss you now..." i replied. DID I JUST SAY IT WOULD BE FINE IF WE KISSED?! am i even ready for this? the last time this happened to me we were together for a month and i got to attached. i don't want to be heartbroken again. it should be fine. the next thing i know i'm grabbing billies cheek softly, and pulling her next to me. our lips touched. her lips were soft. they moved in a motion i couldn't explain. i got chills all over my body. this was incredible. i pulled away not knowing what to say. "you're a good kisser" billie said to me laughing. "you are too" i replied also laughing. billie got up from bed and got some clothes out of her closet. i saw all of the baggy clothes she wore. she handed me a sweatshirt and sweatpants. "here go shower up and take care of yourself." she told me. i took the clothes and went into the bathroom to start the shower. the water pressure was really nice. her soaps smelled really nice, like flowers, and i think there's a little bit of vanilla too. i got out of the shower and put on the clothes she gave me. they were sooo comfortable. i walked out of the bathroom to smell oatmeal cooking. mmm delicious.