||Y/n POV||
I woke up and showered. I then got out and started drying myself then changed. I woke up Ethan and took him a bath and changed him. He was gonna go with Amelia today and spend time with her because she finally got a day off of college.
•6 minutes later•
I then got a text from Amelia saying she was here.
I then got Ethans backpack and his tablet and started heading to the front door. I opened it and saw Amelia.
Y/n: hey Girl
Amelia: hey omg my baby
She said picking Ethan up
Ethan: auntie!
Y/n: ma'am Hes my son
Amelia: not any more
Y/n: ok well have fun guys bye
Amelia: bye
Ethan: bye mommy
Amelia then walked to her car and put him in his car seat and drove off.
I then closed the door and walked to my room.
I then got my purse and phone and walked out the room closing my door. I then was scrolling through my phone slowly making my way to the front door until I bumped into someone. I looked up and see Mattia. I then get up and was about to walk to the door but mattia grabbed my arm.
Mattia: your not going anywhere until you tell me why your ignoring me
Y/n: mattia let me go please
Mattia: then stop ignoring me please...
He then started to grip my arm tighter
Y/n: ouch mattia just please let me go..
Mattia: y/n please..
Y/n: Im sorry mattia but I can't talk to you
I said while a tear rolled down my eye. It's hard to ignore him. I got to attached that day.
Mattia: why y/n why
Y/n: because mattia if I don't Ethan might get hurt again and I'm not trying to risk that rn..
Mattia: Jenna said that huh?
I then stayed silent while a tear rolled down my other eye
Mattia: y/n...
Mattia: she's not gonna do anything ok..
mattia then grabbed my waist and pulled me into a hug.
I then let go from the hug and waved him goodbye and left to my car. I got in and started to have a break down. I know I'm being dramatic but it just hurts it hurts really really bad. Imagine having to ignore somebody you got to attached. I never really actually talked about this but when we were in elementary together I actually liked him. We were friends in 6th grade like me, Amelia, Alejandro, Kairi, and mattia. Until I think 7 or 8th grade they got popular at school and left me and Amelia. When they got popular at school they hung out with the other kids and they started bullying me. Still don't know why but yeah. But once they started bullying me I lost feelings but I still got butterflies sometimes I don't know why.
