once I got to the studio I shut my phone off and started writing down my feelings and making a new song.
it's 10:00 right now and i finished the song i mean i probably needs to be cleaned up and all that but i don't care i love it. i haven't checked my phone just the clock in the corner of the room.
i started to get hungry and decided to turn my phone on and ordered some post mates ignoring all the notifications from the people that actually care.
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@lexiii posted on IG story
i drove to a bagel shop down the street and ate that i'm my way to watch the ocean and calm me. then i checked all the notifications and replied.
addison
addi hey lex are you ok josh said you weren't at the house
addi hey where are you
addi josh is looking for you
addi just let me know your safe bb
addi ily
addi please answer
addi your good i saw you ig story you'll need to explain later btw
lex i'm fine thanks for checking ily2 💖💖
my brother
bryce hey lex i know your okay but please don't do anything stupid and when your ready pease answer we're worried about you
lex hey thanks bub
for some reason i stated crying.
gosh i'm so emotional today.
bub🥺❤️
josh hey bub are you ok
josh baby i miss you
josh just let me know your okay
josh i love you so much babe don't do anything stupid
josh please baby let me take all your problems away
josh i love you baby please answer asap
lex i'm fine thanks baby i love you too
josh where are you
lex at the beach
josh why'd you leave this morning
lex i couldn't sleep so i went to the studio
josh okay can i come pick you up
lex please i don't think i can't drive back
josh okay i'm coming i love you
i had my head between my legs in my car bawling my eyes out when i heard a knock on my window making me jump. i looked up to see my boy. i unlocked the door for him to open it. he engulfed me into a hug kissing the top of my head.
josh- baby i was so worried
lex- im sorry (i said crying still)
josh- its okay just know i love you so much and next time please tell me before you scare me
lex- i love you too
he picked me up by grabbing the back of my thighs and setting me gently on the passenger seat of his car. he called bryce and asked him to come pick my car up and bring it home.
that night**
josh cheered me up by having us watch movies and making me laugh. he also got us a bunch of food and ice cream post mated.
josh- so did you write any new music
lex- yes i sent the song to my producer this morning so he can clean it up before we get it to the world hopefully asap
josh- yay im so excited. do i get to listen to it.
lex- duh (i said playfully rolling my eyes)
he grabbed me so i was straddling him before kissing me and then passionately making out with me. this boy sure knows how to distract me.
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