Hanahaki/An Angst Karlnapity Oneshot [✓]

I Guess, This Is Goodbye

Trigger Warning
Blood and Suicide will be used in this.

Alex had a crush on two boys. Karl and Sapnap. He knew it would be impossible to be with them considering the fact that they probably have a crush on each other.

But, Alex would always be giving them affection in any type of way possible. Whether that be hugs, touch, and possibly cuddles.

Karl and Sapnap never complained about it, but were never really into it as much.

Alex lost most of his hope when both Sapnap and Karl started dating.

But not only was hope the thing he'd be lossing.

Alex was keeping his distance between him and the two men for a couple of days. He never really told them anything as to why he was keeping distance. Everyone was kinda confused as to why he just kinda dissapeared, but never really thought much of it.

Alex was at home, crying. He was heart broken until he suddenly felt like he needed to cough.

He put his hand close to his mouth and coughed. He looked at his hand and his eyes widened.

Blood and Flowers.

"What? What is this?"

Alex grabbed his phone with the little motivation he had and searched up 'what does it mean when you cough up flower petals and blood'.

Hanahaki.

Apparently it means one-sided love. It can cause death.

Death.

Why was death the only thing he could think of?

Death was the only thing he was worried about. He didn't want to die. He wanted to see them, to be with them, to feel them.

The flowers he coughed up were the colors orange and purple, considering the fact that he liked the two.

Alex was scared about this new information he was given, but he took it in. He then cleaned his mouth.

Why so scared :)

It had been at least a week or two since he last talked to Sapnap or Karl.

Karl and Sapnap had been trying to get in contact with him, but he never responded.

Hm, Wonder why.

"Hey, Karl? Can you try to text Alex? He hasn't been answering me."

"Oh, yeah sure. I guess I can try."

Alex :)

Hey Alex, you haven't really
talked to me or Sapnap in awhile.
We just want to make sure your not mad at us.
If you are, please tell us why and what we can do to fix it.
Just, please.
Please answer.
Delivered 5:15

"I don't think he'll answer, but it's worth a try I guess"

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