His Heart to Love

35

𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

"I cannot do this shit." Brittney muttered, zipping up her hoodie. Blu shook her head, moving out the way as her and Brittney walked inside the school.

"I can't do this." Brittney said, stopping in her tracks. Some people muttering under their breath, upset that they stopped out of nowhere.

Blu grabbed Brittney hand and they started walked again. "Relax, Brittney." She told her and Britney let out a small sigh.

"I can't relax. It feels like everyone is watching me." Brittney said looking around the school. As they walked down the hall, some people stared at Brittney and she didn't like it.

No one knew she was pregnant besides family, but she had a feeling it had gotten around already. Rumors got around fast at their school like crazy and she refused to be the talk of the school.

"No one is watching you, so just relax. People just love staring for no reason." Blu told her as they reached Brittney locker.

"Still, I hate people looking at me. And this damn hoodie isn't doing anything!" Brittney groaned, unzipping the hoodie then taking it off aggressively. Blu shook her head leaning on the lockers beside her as Brittney opened hers.

She started putting her things away in her locker once she opened it. She look at herself in the mirror she had seeing the tiredness in her eyes. She had been sleeping a lot lately but was still tired. Not to mention, the morning sickness was out of control and she was eating every hour of the day.

It was a lot.

"Blu, be honest..." she began turning to look at Blu. "...do I look a mess?" she asked, Blu pushed back Brittney dark brown hair from her face.

"Not a mess, but you look really tired like you haven't slept in days." Blu answered, honestly.

"That shit doesn't make any sense since I been sleeping for hours. I have to talk to my doctor." Brittney muttered, but Blu still heard her.

"You have an appointment today right?"

"Yeah, dad is taking me after school. I really don't wanna go, I'm finna cry." She answer, shutting her locker.

Blu rubbed her back, "Relax and just breathe Britt, before you make yourself sick." Blu told her and Brittney nodded her head. She shut her eyes, taking several deep breaths.

"Brittney!" She heard causing her to quickly open her eyes. She look over seeing Kaycee, Cherice and Lillian walking over. She mentally roll her eyes not wanting to deal with them at the moment.

"What the fuck are doing?" Kaycee asked, soon as they reached her.

"What is the problem?" Brittney asked with tiredness in her voice.

"Umm, this isn't appropriate attire. You know today is Friday and we wear red today, especially since we have an assembly and we need to show out. Why aren't you wearing red?" Kaycee asked, Brittney roll her eyes.

"Are you serious right now?" Blu chimed in, Kaycee putting her attention on her.

"Who are you?" Kaycee asked bring smart, Lillian and Cherice chuckling.