Embarrassed / lars x reader

space.

HELP KMFAOJRJAG continuing this in 2021 💀💀

'so, space huh' lars looked at you, smiling softly. we were sat on the beach, staring at the stars.

'yeah.. not the best holiday I've had,' you both laughed softly, you leant back and lay on the small blanket you had underneath you.

Lars followed, you were both lying next to eachother, staring up and pointing at the stars.

'you know we can just go up there, right?' lars turned on his side to look at you, smiling, you turned to look at him too.

'yeah,' you thought for a second, 'i like lying here with you, though'

there was a silence, it was short, but it felt like it lasted a lifetime. you smiled at him softly, placing your hand down infront of him to hopefully ease some of the awkwardness in the air.

you watched him closely as his mouth turned into an 'o' shape. he was deep in thought, just staring at your hand.

he took a deep breath and took your hand, neither of you dared to say anything.

the silence was loud, it felt eternal.

'hey, remember that time you betrayed me and sat on my favorite chair?' you giggled slightly, looking back at his face.

his head snapped up, as he gazed into your eyes, 'in my defense i didn't know that was your favorite,'

you both laughed, and it gradually turned back into silence again, but this time is wasn't awkward. it was just you two, holding hands lying on the beach.

he started, 'y/n i-' but he stopped. he just looked at your hands, his eyes were relaxed, but his heart was pounding.

'what are we?'

you just looked at him, thinking. you didn't know what you were, this was new to you.

you felt drawn to him, almost as if you were magnets. you never wanted to leave his side, you never wanted him to leave again.

his question was left unanswered as you leant in towards him, he stayed put, shocked at what he thought was about to happen.

you kissed him, he didn't push away but he didn't kiss you back. 'we're whatever we want to be'

you pulled away from him, watching as his eyes turned from shocked to relaxed. he leant in quickly, kissing you back.

it felt like it had been cut too short, he pulled away quickly, smiling at you.

you lay back on the blanket, your hands still holding. you felt as if you couldn't let go. you sighed softly.

'lars, do you wanna go get a donut?'

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