What do the evil hermits do (Unfinshed)

The past and trauma

Xisuma and Grian looked at each other for a moment before Xisuma finally speaks. "So what did you want to talk about?" Grian looks to the side before talking. "Xisuma when are we changing seasons? With Xa- Evil Xisuma around as well as Helsknight. Didn't Hels attack Stress not to long ago?" Grian is actually really worried about Hels showing up at his base and harming Xavi. 

"Oh. I see.. Well I'm hoping to get one of them banned because boy the two of them in a early world could be dangerous. I know some of the other's wouldn't be so bad but, the thought have two strong fighters that generally dislikes us hermits it could be very dangerous.." Xisuma explained.

"I-.. Xisuma there is another reason I was wondering about leaving this world" Grian admits. That catches Xisuma's attention. "Why is that Grian?" Xisuma started to worry a bit. "Well Xisuma I know you know a bit about my last world.. Evo.. Well what happened there but there is another world and I'm rather worried that someone from that world will show up.." Grian felt himself shake a bit while remembering the horrors he saw in the world with that psychopath.

"Grian this sounds bad, what happened in that world?" Xisuma has an admin screen up to the side to see for anything that could be out of the normal. "Well it was a hardcore world. In that world I had two close friends.. Taurtis and.. Sam, everything was pretty nice at the start, It was really my first world that I be in but I also went to my own privet world for awhile but then I more stuff started to happen in Yandere high world. I wouldn't have guessed that being in that world would be so dangers.. There was no mobs but only players, it was made so that only players could kill or if someone where to fall from a to high place.. What happened was that Sam.." Grian takes a deep breath as the horrors flash through his mind once again.

"Grian are you comfortable with talking about this? I know hardcore worlds tend to give people horrible memories. Do you really want to talk about it?" Xisuma had to make sure that Grian is absolutely okay with Xisuma knowing what happened, it's one of the many rules of being an admin.

"Yes.. It's for the best.." Grian closed his eye's for a moment before speaking. "Sam was the admin of that world and his regeneration was much quicker than everyone else's so he started getting a god complex.. Taurtis was nervous about things for awhile but slowly believed he was completely safe due to Sam being there for us.. No Him.. As that happened Sam started getting us in trouble and eventfully he got many people killed.. His psycho girlfriend was one of the people that died.." Tears started to stream down Grian's face. "Sam.. He killed Taurtis and to get him back he.. Him and I went to different places to get Taurtis back.. I don't know how but we found Taurtis and different versions of ourselves.. Xisuma I had to killed a different version of Sam! So much pain and horror happened and I thought we got stuck in some loop at the end.. But Sam and the new Taurtis didn't have a private world that they used.. I was able to teleport myself from that hell and go to other worlds and be an admin for Evo..." Grian looked at the ground as he knew Xisuma already knew what happened in Evo.

"Grian... You are scared that your friend-" Xisuma gets cut off by Grian yelling'. "THAT MONSTER!" Xisuma actually flinches as he wasn't expecting Grian to yell. "...Your tormenter will come here?" Grian nods as he didn't wish to speak about it.

"I'll have spawn Island set up for any possible breaches but I doubt that he'll get in here and if he does he won't be able to mess with the commands on this world or it will violate his admin vow.." Xisuma spoke quietly. Grian knew what it meant to violate the vow, if it was broken the violator will be sent to the void prison that no player knows the location of as it was somewhere in the Mojang sever. The Mojang sever is filled with people who topnotch admin and creative players. 

"I should get going to my base then.. Thank you for understanding Xisuma" Grian gave a fake smile which Xisuma caught immediately. "Your welcome Grian.. Just come to me if.. If you wish to talk about anything else."  Xisuma already knew that Grian will try to hide the fact that something was bugging him. "Mhm.." Grian nods and fly's off to his base to get some sleep. 

Xisuma stared where Grian left for serval seconds before checking his admin screens, he has to find out where ever Xavi is. The thought of them tormenting the people he has sworn to protect worries Xisuma more than he liked to admit.

Grian was already half way to his base as tears started to stream down his face. He just has to keep his mind calm but his mind isn't really his friend sometimes. He can hear his nightmares of Sam calling him but he just shuts them out even though all of his doubt is haunting him. Why was these terrible thoughts always come up right before he goes to bed but then again Npg is here and that could mean just about anything. Grian lands at his base, his anxiety is making it hard to breathe. He stumbles over to the secret door and knocks on it. It takes a few but Xavi opens the door to see Grian stressing and breathing quickly. 

"Grian? What's wrong?" Xavi is already looking around for anyone that might be near. "I- I need to just be with someone for a little bit.." Grian mumbles. Xavi nods and pulls Grian into the secret room they both sat on the couch, Grian hugging himself and hiding his face into his knees.

And that's it for this chapter! I'm really proud on how quick this one took me! honestly I thought it would take forever but nope! I hope this means I'll get the other chapters done this quickly!
If I can then that means I'll just have to worry about pastel hermitcraft. That book sadly can't go into season 8 so that's why I'm speeding up the events with this book.