Just a House LA One Shots

Insecure/Anna Shumate

Y/n POV
I was in my room laying on my bed scrolling through TikTok. I decided to make one. I made one and posted it, it was the one where you dance in front of a picture to the song " can you pay my bills, my automobile bills" I danced to a picture of Anna my girlfriend. We have been dating for 5 months and I've gotten hate because they shipped Anna with Jersey.

30 minutes later I decided to go check the TikTok I made. I opened the comments and I immediately regretted it.

User43575
Anna deserves better than this piece of shit.
Y/n_is_ugly
You're ugly why would Anna date you?
Annas_Bub
Go die in a ditch.
Y/n_is_a_hoe
You should stop eating and maybe we will like you.
Anna's-#1-fan
Why Anna? You could have anyone you want and you choose her.
I/hate/y/n
Dude you should stop eating you're getting fat.

I turned off my phone and threw it across the room. I burst into tears with thousands of thoughts about myself.

Why does everyone hate me? What did I do? Why is Anna even with me? Does Anna love me? Maybe I should listen to the haters and die.

I cried and cried. I knew the girls wouldn't come to my room because they all left to a photo shoot. I continued to cry until I heard the front door open. I got up from my bed and walked to my restroom. I rinsed my face with cold water and went downstairs.

Me: Hi girls
Eva: Hi
Dev: Hello sugar plum
Emma: Hi bae
Anna: Hi bub
Me: How did the shoot go?
Emma: Good and we looked hot
Me: I bet

I really hope they don't notice my red puffy eyes. I don't like how people worry about me. Mostly because I think I'm selfish if I talk to people about my problems. I most have zoned out because next thing I know Eva called out my name.

Eva: Whats wrong y/n?
Me: Huh? Oh nothing.
Emma: You sure?
Anna: You can tell us if anything is bothering you, love.
Me: No no. I'm fine...Umm I'm going to my room.

I ran upstairs into my room and locked the he door. I slid against the door with tears streaming down my face.

Eva POV
Y/n ran upstairs and we immediately knew something was wrong.

Anna: She's acting a little weird
Dev: Yeah it looked like she was crying.
Emma: Ok let's think about what's bothering her.
Me: Agreed
Sab: Okay can it be that she didn't go to the photo shoot?
Anna: I don't think so, y/n is not like that.
Dev: Anna's right. Hmmm, wait can it be that we got breakfast without her and she feels left out?
Emma: No y/n doesn't react like that and we don't leave her out.
Mads: True

I went on my phone and went to her profile on TikTok. I went to her recent TikTok of her dancing to a picture of Anna. You may be wondering why I Knew where to look, but the thing is y/n had been getting hate lately about her not being good enough for Anna. But the haters are all wrong. I looked at the comments and I felt anger rise in me. How can someone write horrible things about my best friend.

Me: Found it...
Anna: What?
Me: Come

They all walked towards me and I showed them the comments. They all had a sad expression.

Emma: W-Wow
Dev: Those are horrible
Anna: Why didn't she tell us?
Me: She doesn't like talking about her problems or feelings
Mads: Why?
Emma: She feels like she is being selfish
Sab: But she isn't
Emma: That's not what she thinks
Me: Anna you should go talk to her

Anna nodded her head and ran upstairs to
y/n's room.

Y/n POV
After five minutes of crying I got up and went to my bathroom. I smashed my razor and got the blades, I cut deeper every time. I felt the blood drip down in my arm. By now I had 2 cuts on my left and I was about to cut my right arm but there was a knock at the door.

I freaked out, how will I explain this. Oh god I don't even have a hoodie. While I was panicking I heard my name being called.

Anna: Hey y/n, please open the door.
Me: Hold on a second.

Fuck. What do I do. Why why why? Anna's going to leave me if she finds out about my cuts. She will think that I'm a low life who only makes their life horrible by the second.

Anna: Are you done?
Me: N-No, just a few minutes I'm using the toilet.
Anna: Ok take your time.
Me: Thank y-you

An hour passed and I haven't got out of the bathroom. It was quite so I think that Anna left. I got out of the restroom and thank god   no one was in my room. I put on one of Anna's hoodie and went downstairs.

When I walked down the stairs I felt someone tackle me to the sofa. I grunted because of how much it hurt. As soon as I hit the sofa I felt some sit on my stomach.

Me: What the hell?

I asked and looked around me. I saw all the girls and I looked at the person on my stomach. It was Eva.

Emma: Eva you can get off of her now.

Eva got off of me and I sat up, just to be wrapped in a group hug. I was confused why did they tackle me and the hug me?

Anna: We are so sorry bub
Me: Why? What happened?
Dev: We saw the hate comments.
Me: Oh...

They all pulled away and I pulled Anna in just to start crying in her chest.

Me: Why? Why do people hate me?

I said while crying, Anna rubbing my back gently.

Anna: I don't know why bubba but you are amazing don't listen to them.
Emma: Yes you are a beautiful, sweet,  funny girl and anyone that tells you otherwise, are fucking blind.
Eva: They are just jealous of you and how you are perfect for Anna.
Sab: I'm going to beat them up for you okay?

I chucked and pulled away from Anna's chest. I wiped my tears away and looked at the girls.

Me: Thank you so much, I love you guys.
Eva: We love you too and if something is wrong just tell us, okay?
Me: Okay...
Emma: Starting now
Me: ummm....
Dev: what?
Me: I umm...

My eyes started to get watery and Anna pulled me into a hug.

Anna: What happened love? You can tell us.
Me: I-I listened to the haters and cut myself. I'm so sorry! I understand if you don't want to be friends with me! And I understand if you don't want to be in a relationship with me Anna!

I said while crying into my hands. I then felt arms wrapped around me. I looked up and saw all the girls hugging me.

Emma: It's okay y/n, just don't do that ever.
Dev: And of course we still want to be your friends.

We all pulled away and I saw Anna standing on the side.

Anna: Come here bub, I will never leave you and please don't ever do that again.
Me: I won't
Anna: I love you, more than you know
Me: I love you a lot too
Anna: Now how about we go cuddle and watch Star Wars.
Me: I would love that

I love my amazing girlfriend and my amazing friends. They are always there for me and I love that. They never fail to make me smile and they care about me, something I never had.

Hello everyone!! I hope you had an amazing Fourth of July weekend. And please tell me in the comments who you want next.