Who the fuck knew
That you'd be where I am too
Same place; same time
Same fucking mountain to climb
Being a bitch
Trying to fight an infamous itch
Giving in; being a whore
Finding out: it's just a chore
The never ending cycle of self doubt
Fuck man, I just want to shout:
"I'm a person; I make mistakes....
I'm weak; there's habits I need to shake!"
Mostly, there's nothing
Nothing left to talk about
I'm so fucking tried of talking
Trying to figure it out
"It's never going to be fine "
"It was never meant to be"
I wish I could just rewind
I wish I could tell you that this is me
I'm only 22 years old
All this tine, I've been living out in the cold
So fucking afraid to tell
To tell myself I don't want to go to hell
I'm going to grow.
I have to be positive.
For no one else will me growth show.
This is for me so I can finally live.
Do you see the birds in the sky?
In all their beauty, bliss
They're not afraid to fly
And when they land, they're not afraid to miss.
To be so sure
To be so free
I won't be scared anymore of the future
I will no longer be afraid to find me.
