𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲

i think i lucid dreamt??

hey y'all haven't seen u guys for awhile hahah

uhhmmm in a way i kinda gave up on shifting lol but just today i'm pretty sure i lucid dreamt and i thought i'd tell you guys abt it!

so i can't exactly remember everything now but i was at a party in a big modern mansion, at first it was just a pretty normal dream yk? but then i started feeling like i was actually there and i was being chased by people who wanted to kill me, and i started having actual thoughts like "is this real" "did i shift?" "this isn't of my realties" blah blah blah. and then i had tried to open my eyes irl but it wouldn't work so i tried saying my safe word cause i thought i had shifted. thing is, i haven't tried shifting for a while and haven't read my script since the last time i tried so i didn't remember my safe word. so then i started getting scared cause i actually thought i was gonna die and stopped running cause i remembered the only other way to get out is to die, so then the mom picked me up and threw me off the really high staircase and i dieded. then everything went dark and i was out of my dream. and yk when you're trying to sleep and it's dark in your room so you just see dark static? well that's what i saw. so anyway, then i tried to open my eyes AGAIN but that didn't work so i tried moving my feet to get off my bed. and it was working cause i could litteraly FEEL my foot moving. then i moved my other foot off the bed and same as the other one it went superrrrr slowwwww then i rolled off my bed in hopes of that opening my eyes! (i didn't feel myself actually hit the ground but i felt my self roll off so that's weird) it did but when i woke up i wasn't on the floor??

so anyway that's all thought it was interesting enough to share