92 Days

Chapter 1 ♥︎

"Hi, my name is Jadah Broomfield and today I graduated high school. Now that I'm finished, I know exactly what my next steps are. Something I've been wanting to do for a while and something that can put an ultimate stop to all of my pain. In approximately 92 days, I will bleed out all of my pain, confusion, sadness, happiness and everything else you can think of. In 92 days, I will put an end to my life. Every week I will make a recording similar to this one and talk about a specific person in my life and give them a message with everything I have to say. I know this is kinda corny and Hannah Baker style of me, but it the only way I can think of that can make it so my friends can hear my voice for the last time and so I can put feeling and emotion into everything I say. Anyways, I need to finish this off because I'm supposed to be going out with my friends to get something to eat as a celebratory graduation dinner now so I will be back next week with a new recording."

Ugh. Jadah sighed. Her throat was dry from all of that talking and her makeup was a little bit smudged from her eyes getting all teary.

"Lemme just fix myself up real quick before I head out." Jadah mumbled to herself as she walked towards her bathroom. Jadah is an 18 year old high school graduate who shares an apartment with her best friend Danielle. Jadah is also a social media influencer and a unlicensed cosmetologist. She is very well known and all though that comes with a lot of good things, it also has it's challenges. Jadah didn't always like all of the attention that was brought to her. Because of that, most days she decided to just stay in the house unless it was something work related, but this time her friends practically dragged her out. Her friends told her she needed to come out the house and celebrate this big accomplishment and with Jadah only having 92 days left she just decided to say fuck it and go out.

"That has to be Martin with those heavy ass hands." Jadah said as she grabbed her bags and ran down the steps to open the door. "BYE DANIELLE LOVE YOU SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK!" She screamed as she turned off the lights and made her way out the house. Danielle was more of a homebody so she always chose to stay home rather than go out. As much as Jadah begged for her to come , she kept on turning the offer down. Jadah opened the door and just as she guessed it was Martin standing at the door like he was her security guard or something.

"Woww look who's ready to get turnt!" Martin said as he looked Jadah up and down while he dapped her up. Jadah giggled and did a little spin while Martin hyped her up.

"You sitting here admiring me while our friends are waiting for us at Benihannas," Jadah said in a playful tone.

"Well come on then girl," Martin said as he opened the door up for Jadah.

Jadah grabbed the aux cord from Martin's hand and Martin didn't even dare to say anything. He knew that if he did, Jadah would start arguing with him which would would most likely resort in her smacking the shit out of him. Therefore, he just decided to keep shut and listen to whatever she put on without a problem. As Martin put the gears in drive, Jadah turned on Bad Bad Bad by Young Thug and Lil Baby. She turned the volume up and their ride to the restaurant began.

~Bennihanas~

When they arrived at Bennihanas, Jadah looked into the rearview mirror to make sure she looked good. She was ecstatic to see her friends even though she had just seen them not too long ago.

"You ready?" Martin asked as he watched Jadah apply a top coat of lipgloss.

"Yea, we can go now." She got her belongings and got out the car. As she was walking into the restaurant she felt her phone vibrate. It was the group chat texting.

Gangnem ⛽️

Khloe : Ya I'll be there in like 10 minutes, my man just gave me some good dick so I'm running a bit late 😅