dukexiety one shots

hold on i still need you..

          THIS IS ANGST I WILL PUT A TW BEFORE THE TWS

  note at the end of the one-shot :)

   Third person point of view

Remus was in his room throwing a ball at the wall boredly. He knows he shouldn't live like this but its hard to move on. No matter what he does he always ends up crying. He feels as if he doesn't deserve happiness. 

- f l a s h b a c k t i m e - 

"your the worst person ever! maybe if  you weren't so clingy I wouldn't be stressed out!" remus yelled out.

"its my fault?! I BARELY GET TO FUCKING SEE YOU AND YOUR TELLING ME I'M THE REASON YOUR FUCKING STRESSED?!" Virgil screamed out tears pouring down. "I get it work hasn't been easy for u but it doesn't mean you have to take it out on me.. all I've done for you for you is try to help and you repay me with this..? wow what great boyfriend you are.." Virgil storms out the room slamming the door really hard. Remus sighed and started working on his project again guilt getting to him. He thought of looking for Virgil but he decided to give him some space. What kind of person tells that to their partner?

- 1 0 m i n u t e s l a t er -

TW; gunshot, gore, talk about commiting, talks about death

As Remus is working on his project, he hears a gunshot nearby and hears someone fall to the floor. It sounded like it was in the bathroom. 'Oh no pls dont tell me..' Remus gets up and goes over to the bathroom, he tries to open the door but its locked. "Virge..?" He gets no response. "VIRGIL OPEN THE DOOR THIS ISN'T A JOKE..!!" Remus pushes himself into the door getting it to open. "VIRGIL WHY DID YOU-" Remus is cut off out of pure horror. He sees virgil laying on the floor with blood all over the floor a gun in his hand, he looked as if he was crying. Horrified by the scene Remus screams loudly and bends down. "V-Virge...? wake up.." "..." he gets no response. Remus pulls Virgil chest to his ear to hear heartbeating. The heartbeats are almost gone. "VIRGIL PLS...!! HOLD ON PLS... HOLD ON I STILL NEED YOU.. IM SORRY I FUCKED UP A LOT... PLS DONT LEAVE ME..." Remus is sobbing loudly at this point while screaming more pleads still listening to his heart. Patton ends up hearing his sobs and pleads running to the bathroom. 

"Remus whats wrong why are u sobbing..?" 

"call 911.. pls! I CANT LOOSE HIM..! HIS HEART IS BARELY BEATING.." Remus sobbed harder. At this point patton finally looks down at whats happening and immediately starts crying getting his phone and dialing 911. Patton waited to get on line and they respond. 

"Hello 911, whats your emergency?"

"I NEED AN AMBULANCE ASAP...!" 

"Sir what happened ?" 

"m-my friend commited.. he shot himself hes laying on the bathroom floor his heart is barely beating.." 

"okay sir whats your adress" 

"its xxx x xxx" 

"alright were sending the closest ambulance asap" 

"okay bye.." The call hung up and Patton looked back at Remus who is sobbing. It broke Patton to see virgil dead, but what breaks Patton more is seeing Remus sobbing while pleading for virgil to wake up. Remus hears his heartbeat again, there is no heartbeat at all. Remus starts weeping and sobbing even louder screaming in way more pain. 

TW ends 

- f l a s h b a c k e n d s- 

Its been a year since this happened, Remus still blames himself, he still declines when someone asks him out. He doesn't take care of himself as much. Roman has to take care of him. 

Remus started thinking of what happened again and started sobbing. Hes cried over this 10 times today and its already 11:30 PM. Remus decided to call it a night and just fall asleep while crying. Remus fell asleep. 

30 minutes later 

Romans POV 

I went to check in on my brother to make sure he wasn't doing anything bad to himself. I walked into his room and saw he was asleep. He looked very peaceful but thats what worries me, he has fresh tears streaming down his face but his muscles are loose. It hit my senses and I decided to check his heartbeat. His heart beats were very slow almost as if his heart wasn't beating. I keep my hand there and I don't hear a beat. Tears stream down my face as I shake him trying to wake him up. I go look for Patton and Patton walks in checking his heart beat hearing nothing. He started to sob quietly. I look over at him. "It was his time to go. He was in so much pain, maybe now he can find peace in the other world and meet virgil once again" Patton nodded,  he let out a sigh of relief smiling sadly 

REMUS POV

I woke up in a garden that looks similar to the garden I use to go with when virgil was alive. Huh strange I don't remember falling asleep here. From afar I see a figure that seems to have purple hair. Could it possibly be him..? did I die? I start waking up to the figure seeing more and more of him. Once I'm close enough to see who it is i start crying. "Virgil..?" The figure looks at me and starts crying as well. 

"Remus!" Is what the figure says. I run up to him and he runs up to me. Once we meet we hug each other tightly, Virgil jumping into my arms and I hold him up. "Oh my god its you its actually you.. oh my god remus i missed u so much" I laugh a little through the tears and I kiss him, he kisses back happily. I pull away and smile sadly.

"I am so sorry for saying all those things a year ago.. I felt so bad.. and I-" I get cut off by a kiss, I kiss back kinda ghosting my lips. 

"It's fine I forgive you, I'm just glad we reunited and I found my home" Virgil said in between the kiss and I smiled deepening the kiss. It felt nice to finally being able to do this after a year. I finally found my home and happiness again.

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I just want to say, this is my first time doing a one shot, so it may be crappy. This was just an idea I got while listening to hold on I figured I should turn it into a one shot and so thats what i did. To whoever sees this and liked the one shot, recommend me some ideas and leave your feedback!  Thank You have a nice day/night/afternoon! <3 

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