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𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: toxic megumi/toxic relationship, shaming yourself (y/n), angst, 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 swearing and assumptions. 

𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝟏𝟒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐓.

𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠.


ALSO: i will be describing megumis' eyes as dark blue-ish green/ blue-green or green-blue.


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𝟐:𝟒𝟕 𝐚𝐦

"HELLO, MEGUMI ZENIN HERE. SORRY IM NOT ABLE TO GET YOUR CALL, I'LL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSI-." you hang up the phone.

Your eyes tear up for the third time tonight, the tears you've been holding in are begging to be released.

"Why isn't he picking up, god dammit." you say, your voice wavering. "Fucking hell."

You we're fine with Megumi going out to have a night out with his friends as he promised you that he would be back at 12 o'clock max. You sigh and fall back into your pillow.

You lift your left hand up in the air and stare at it. The ring.

The big diamond glows in the bright light of you and megumis' room.

"Am I that sickening he doesn't want to come back to our apartment, I must be." the tears start falling, "What the fuck are you doing out there Meg.."

You remember all the other times he did this and your hand slams onto the surface of your bed.

You let it all out.

You make no sound as the hot tears slide down your face, you stare blankly at the smooth white ceiling and beautiful light fixture above you for what seems like hours. Major deja vu.

"Is he with a girl? am i that ugly i can't even keep him." you wipe the tears, "no stop it y/n, he loves you...we're getting married."

"yea, he loves you...married..3 months" you smile at the idea.

Your relationship with megumi started perfectly, you both talked and flirted throughout junior and senior year of high school and finally got together after; you guys are practically highschool sweethearts. The first 2 years of your relationship was bliss, the vacations, the dates, moving in with each other and everything else you guys did. But your relationship started to dwindle, Megumi started asking for money even though he was 'working' full time. He also started going out more and coming home even later. You thought when he proposed things would get better or even go back to normal but no...

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