The next day , I'm sitting with my friend Madison, coach dismisses us to go get out iPads...with the empty feeling in my heart. Nick passes by me, he was talking to his friend before he passed me...once he got near me..he said "sup". I thought he was talking to one of his friends. It's hurts to know that he broke me and has the nerve to talk to me! I have screwed up my life so many times! I keep telling myself that..I'm over him...but I really don't know if I am or not! I try to convince myself that I am. I like someone else..his name is an identity..and will remain that way, we talk..and text and play around..and then one day I had the courage..the courage to tell him..but that was another way I screwed up,once more.
