Thin Line Between Luv & Lust

II

It's been a few weeks since me and Bryan have been talking . He FaceTimes me everyday and we talk about any and everything . He's been wanting to link with me but I don't know that nigga like that so I'm making him wait .

* Buzz zzz *

Bryan 🙃

would like to FaceTime ...

This was his third time calling me today and shit he was kinda annoying a bitch .

Me : Yes Bryan ? How may I help you ?
Bryan : Say ... Ion ever ask nobody for shit and i'm kinda down right now until I get my shit in the mail .
Me : okayyyy ? What do you need ?
Bryan : 20 dollars ...
I just stared at my phone . Not Mr . Scammer asking me for money . Ion very much like that . I made a face at him , I guess he could read the expression .

Bryan : man look . they should be in on Monday and i'll cashapp you the money back .

Me : man idk .. how i know you not trynna scam me ?

Bryan : out of 20 dollars ? girl please . i'll pay you back i promise i'm not gonna scam you

Me: ... okay Bryan .. okay FINE ! You better fucking pay me back and i'm not playing

Bryan : I will chill out bruh . thank you ima text you the cash tag.

He hung up before I could say anything else to him . This nigga know tf better than asking me for money bro . what if i was broke ? he would've stopped fucking with me probably . after I sent him the money he texted me thank you and I just hearted the message because boy fuck you .
I didn't want to tell Brianna about what happened because I didn't want her to make me feel bad about it . I decided to hit her up tho .

~ Text Conversation ~

Me : Bri ...

Bri-Bri 🤍 : Yea? What Bryan do ?

Me : nothing . I just wanted to text you damn . ain't you my bestie ?

Bri-Bri 🤍 : oh ... my bad ... HEY 🥰 !

Me : yeah yeah . but since you brought up Bryan ... I do like him but ... idk I feel like he ain't no real scammer !

Bri-Bri 🤍 : Why you say that ?

I stared at the phone wondering if I should tell her the truth or not ... And I decided not to because I'm grown and I can lie if I very much please to !

Me : well ... bc I never see any money . Scammers normally flex they shit and ... he not flexing a fuck thang . I'm not a Gold Digger or anything but ... what's the point of lying ?

Bri-Bri 🤍 : I don't see the problem ... Maybe he just don't flex . As long as he not asking you for shit you good 🤷🏿‍♀️

Who the fuck told her ? did she hack into my phone and listen to our conversation ?

Me : PERIOD ! i'm just overreacting as I always do . But I'm about to go take a nap i'll hit you up later ! Love you 😽!
*Bri-Bri 🤍 hearted your message*

Bri-Bri 🤍 : gay ass ... love you too 🙂 !

I laughed and sat down my phone . I just couldn't help but think to myself
"Am I dumb for really sending this man money ?"
I thought to myself . I decided to just stop thinking about it and go smoke . I went into the bathroom and rolled me a blunt and went outside to smoke .
As I was smoking Bryan texted me asking me if I was free to link . Technically I was but he had rubbed me the wrong way and I didn't want him to ruin my high so I lied and said I was babysitting . Then we decided on meeting up in a few days .
I honestly think i'm overreacting. After all it was only 20 dollars , I could make that back plus more easily .
I went back in the house and took a shower and crawled into bed and started to listening to music to "boost" my high until I fell asleep.
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It was finally time for me to meet up with Bryan and lord was I nervous . I had to babysit for my cousin so I was at her house and she didn't mind if I had company over . Brianna was on the phone with me the whole day because I was so fucking uneasy and overthinking shit as I always do.

Brianna : Bitch please calm down . You making me nervous and I'm not even meeting up with the nigga !
Me : I . CAN . NOT !! I'm nervous af . What if he a catfish or something ?
Brianna : HOW ? HOW AND Y'ALL WAS ON FACETIME?!
Me : Oh yeah ... You got a point right there . You so damn smart wtf . Anyway . I gotta feed these kids and put them to bed so they don't interrupt us . If he get here before I'm finished i'll call you when he leave .
Brianna : Okay . Be safe !
Me : I will !
About a hour went by and the kids were in bed watching TV when I get a text message.

Bryan 🙃 : What's the apartment number ma ?

My heart dropped to my ass . I ran to the bathroom and fixed myself real quick before texting him back.

Me : 311

He didn't text back right away so I assumed he was looking for it . A few minutes later I got a text telling me to open the door . It felt like the walk from the bathroom to the front door was 3 miles long . I opened the door and this 6'1 lightskin came around the corner and towered me . I stepped back to let him in . We just stared at each other at first before he broke the silence .
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Okayyyyy ... I really didn't know how to end this chapter so I just ended it like that 🧍🏾‍♀️ ! Next chapter will have mature content so don't read this around y'all grandmas 🙃 !