It's been a couple of days since I lost my virginity to Bryan and we haven't really talked. I didn't want to my overthink as I normally fucking do so I chalked it up to him starting his new job. On top of all of that Bri told me I should just give him some time to hit me up so I tired to take her advice until I started talking to Nat. ~ Text Message Convo ~
Nasty Nat ❣️ : Well , you don't find it weird that after y'all fucked he just stopped texting you ?
Me : yeah i do but i don't want to keep bothering him and he really is busy ya know ?
Nasty Nat❣️: Nah I really don't . Tbh it's best to distance yourself too . If he not making time for you don't make time from him I don't wanna scare you but ... maybe he got what he wanted from you boo.
Me : fuck man ... you're right . he usually do text me when he's at work anyway . ima go smoke and clear my mind i'll text you later !
------ I didn't want Natasha to be right at all , but as the days went on the conversations between me and Bryan got shorter and shorter . It really pissed me off because I'm the type of person where all you gotta do is tell me the truth. I was beyond hurt . I felt used and disgusting . Also he asked me for money two more times promising to pay me back and he never did! So many thoughts were swimming in my head and my mood started to change . I wasn't talking to anybody anymore and when I was it was short responses , everyone saw the change in me. Brianna was the only person I could talk to without feeling pissed off EVEN THOUGH .... She was the one who TOLD me to make the account .
* BUZZZZZZ *
Bri-Bri 🤍
would like to FaceTime ...
I sighed then answered the phone .
Bri : How you feeling ?
Me : The same ... Like a whore
Bri : Don't feel that way Jazz fr ! You had no way of knowing he would do that . Shit all you gotta do is get back on the app and find somebody new .
I just stared at the phone . That damn app is the reason i'm going through what i'm going through.
Me : Man I don't know Brianna .
Bri : Look ... You can't just sit around being sad over this nigga Jazz . Whenever you're ready get back on the app and forget about him . He did you wrong and you know it .
I nodded . I knew she was right . Me and Bryan were only talking for a few months but he was the first person in a long time to make me feel good about myself , made me feel wanted . But at the end of the day he got what he wanted out of me . And I'll be damned if I let this nigga ruin my life . I'm gonna get back out there and I'm gonna live my life . Be a hoe , something shit ! Then my phone buzzed .
Bryan 🙃 iMessage I damn near threw my phone across the room . Because what in the hell could he want ? I didn't answer him for a few hours . Once I finally got around to texting him back I really wasn't even feeling him anymore.
~ Text Message Convo ~
Bryan🙃:yoo I'm sorry for not texting I been busy fr .
Me : you good ...
Bryan 🙃 : wyd?
Me : man we not about to sit here and act like we all buddy buddy .. it's been days since we had a real conversation .
Bryan 🙃 : I know I just told you I was busy . I have a job maybe you should get one so you don't have to sit around waitin for me to txt you .
I just looked at my phone like
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because who in the fuck is this nigga talking to like i didn't give him $200 over these few months we been talking ?
Me : says the one who asked me to cashapp him $20 damn near everyday . but don't even worry about it fr . i won't ever bother you again the fuck !
After that he didn't respond and I definitely didn't give a fuck ! He had no right to talk to me like I basically wasn't buying his weed and lunch everyday . He could kindly kick fucking rocks matter of fact boulders ! Bitch ass ! Of course I called Brianna and told her what happened but left out the part about me sending him money and she told me I did the right thing which I knew I did anyway . Nat told me I should've cursed him out more but oh well fuck his non-scamming ass . His lost definitely not mine tf ! ------------- Okay i'm not gonna do an authors note EVERY chapter but i'm sorry this wasn't too long but i really wanted to end the Bryan story and get started on everybody else bc that's when it gets juicy !! now remember this is based off my experiences but ima dramatize some stuff too so y'all really won't know what's facts and what's fiction !! N E WAYSSSSS ... Last matter of business i'll be uploading a new chapter every week on Saturday around 6-8 PM , if i'm ever gonna be late y'all will know ahead of time okay byeee 🤍 !
