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A'Journee's POV
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Miya, Mouraa', Jania, && Jayvien came right after Miri left.
" So how you feeling " Jania asked.
" I'm ok I guess " I said. Which is true I just have a bad headache for some reason.
" Are you sure " Miya asked.
" Yes I promise " I said feeling bad about doing what I did. " I'm sorry for trying to leave you guys. I really just thought you guys would be better off without me"
" Why ? Why do you feel that way ? " Miya asked starting to cry. " I thought we were close, I thought you were good because you acted like you were happy. If only you would have talked to us first, that's why Miri is so upset "
" I'm sorry ! Okay ! I'm sorry ! I didn't know how to tell you guys " I said trying not to cry.
" Tell us what " Mouraa' asked.
" You guys didn't see the note " I asked.
" What note " Jania and Jayvien asked.
" Her suicide note " Miya said after she finally stopped crying.
" You wrote a suicide note ? Wow you really wanted to leave us huh " Mouraa' said walking out the room with Jayvien following.
" Great now she hates me too " I said looking down.
" Why do you think we hate you ? That shit pissin me off, ian tryna be mean but now I see why Miri left. You gots to stop this negative shit nobody wants to hear that shit when we trying to come up here and check on you. You ain't never heard us say we hated you so where the fuck did you get that from " Miya said.
" Can you guys leave I wanna be alone " I said while turning my back to them.
" Wow " Miya said while walking out behind Jania.
I honestly don't know why I'm feeling like this and it makes me feel even worse that I'm making them feel this way. I'll just cry myself to sleep again like every other night ..
* THE NEXT DAY *
It's currently 3 o'clock and I get to go home in an hour but nobody has came to see me at all today. I figured it's because of what I told them yesterday. I'm kind of happy they haven't came because I know Miya probably let them see the note and I don't want them looking at me some type of way.
