Littlespace // Age regression

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Tw: Talks about attempted suicide and jabs/needles and attempted overdose

Today, 2nd July 2021, I - Jayden Aaron-Marie McLain - tried to commit suicide. I had no clue the whole day what I was doing. Ever since I had two needles in my arm, giving me my jabs, I've not been thinking clearly. My friend gave me four pills to ease my pain (headache) but I took all of them - one first then the rest a little later ((the other three I took all at the same time)). I did this at school at lunch and before my last lesson of the day.

At nine pm, I ran away from the place I'm currently staying at. I didn't know what was going on in my head, I had no clue where I was going. All I knew is that I weren't going back. At nine thirty pm, someone found me and took me back. No one was mad, they were happy I was safe but they were disappointed. The reason I had left was mainly because I wanted to commit suicide. I didn't know where I was going to do that I don't know why I wanted to commit suicide.

Not everything is shit in my life but I still had a shit "childhood".

Sorry for wasting all of your time. I love you all and I'm sorry 💚