People say happiness is found in every bright time in someone's life, and I think to myself that the only true happiness I had was now.
I'm still not over everything, yes it might have been 17 years ago but something so wrong can never go away in a person. especially when your whole life has been around it.
I may be the dark lady but I regret every little thing I did, I regret not says the simple words 'i love you' to a friend. I lost my boyfriend, my sweet child, and a friend to him
I use to cry myself to sleep, I use to wake up in the middle of the night thinking I was the one who killed Fred. he always made me laugh and smile
I think to myself maybe if we were never told we were wizards would my sweet Fred be alive? would my Cedric bear still live and have three beautiful babies?
but would I never meet my soulmate? is the question I'm asked when I question my life...the truth is...
I could live without Draco, I noticed that when I hid at the Weasleys. I know he would of married Astoria Greengrass if I didn't become the dark lady
he would've been happy with her, when she died we were all sad. but I knew that now if I ever died he would be even more broken-hearted
I'm not saying he was in love with her, I'm saying they were meant to be if I didn't interfere with him.
but I had to, his smile is what made me fall for himI loved him the moment he smiled, the moment he greeted me with "I'm Malfoy, Draco Malfoy...and who are you" I felt like we'd be enemies but then he smiled, he was the first person I ever crushed on
the first one to accept me for who I was, I felt safe with him. I couldn't feel it with anyone...till one day I met the most charming young man
the thing that caught my eye about him was his shyness.
I never cared for shy people considering I was one but his shyness was cuteI fell in love with this man...I felt I couldn't choose between him or Draco
I needed someone to woo me over then the other, and one did...it was Cedric, I think after Draco heard me talking about my dates he stopped showing me the attention he gave me
I was always the one he'd stare at in class, the one he'd sit by just for fun, and the one who went out with him almost every night to see the stars
it's like he gave up on me. I was no longer his precious Clay, I was just his Clara. I was so overwhelmed by Cedric I never noticed how bad I hurt Draco
till the ball, I felt so safe and loved again when I was around Draco. I know it sounds bad, me having a boyfriend that I loved only for me to fall for another guy
I felt like Draco finally wanted to win me over but then Cedric came along. then I noticed I didn't need someone who wouldn't tell me he loved me
~Draco Pov~
"you're my little ferret, of course, I'll love you" she smiled
I've always been in Love, I never understood the word
till I noticed the girl I've dreamed of kiss my best friend,
I wanted to kill Blaise, it felt like I lost that beautiful smiled she flashes when she saw mewhen he broke her heart all I wanted to do is pick it up and fix it, I knew she wasn't just a normal girl that tried to be with me.
she was a Potter, she valued everything. I knew what was hidden behind the smile
I would stare at her for most of our classes, I knew she noticed but I didn't care
when I found out she was seeing a new and older guy, I felt defeated, like I couldn't have her...I felt jealous when I saw them together or even when she talked about him
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Our Other Half| The Other Half sequel
Fanfiction{The Other Half sequel so please read that before you read this} "My life changed. when I became the dark lady, I don't like to tell people this but I killed both the most powerful wizards and now I am the most powerful one" she smiled "what about...