𝐘/𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡, 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐦.
N*AH 🤢
listen y/n i am
so sorry for everything i never wanted to find out
this way..
or was i never supposed to find out
you have ruined us noah
y/n there was no us!
we go on 3 dates,kiss and you think we are dating..
please listen, it reminds me of you 😃
ok?
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𝐍𝐨𝐚𝐡'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
i hesitantly click the song link and play it.
i play the song and i feel a tear roll down my cheek as i realize this is how she views me now.
she views me as someone she trusted now can't.
everything i said in my past texts were lies, i treasured it,our relationship, the one i ruined.
i posted that picture and caption to get her jealous.
before i could even respond with an apology i got a text from her.
Y/N 🥲
hey and also listen to, "sorry"- beyoncé 😃
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i play the song and the lyric 'betta call becky with the good hair'
is when i started to loose it.
i threw books and blankets across my room.
then i came across the basket that i kept all her stuff in and went through it.
"noah, what was all the noise and loud thumps?" my mother asked.
i look up with puffy eyes and tears streaming.
"oh what happened?" she asks.
"i-i lost her mom!" my voice breaking.
"what do you mean?"
"what i mean is that i messed it up, she hates me."
"she doesn't hate you, what did you do?"
"i i was in love and scared, so i semi cheated on her." i confessed.
"what do you mean semi?"
"i mean we were talking, going on dates, holding hands, but we never made it official, i posted a picture with emily saying she was my love and now she is sending me songs."
"what kind of songs?"
"she sent me one called "mean it" and it's about someone making promises and not meaning any of them in any way, and another called "sorry" and it's about this girl kind of realize her relationship state and realizes that he is cheating, and one of the lyrics was "call becky with the good hair" i'm just i feel so bad mom!"
"and they all apply to you?"
"yes, but not really, it's not who i wanted to be i was just scared to i masked who i wanted to be and i became toxic."
"oh dear, you really love her."
"yeah and i- god i fucked up."
"yes you did, but i recommend trying to talk to her." she cooed.
"yeah but she hates me along with her friends."
"well maybe go to her house." she advised.
"oh wait what about her parents?" she asks.
"she probably didn't tell her parents, they flipped out when they found out she wasn't a virgin, imagine when someone semi cheated on her."
"noah i don't know what else to say, you are shutting down all the ideas."
"i know i'm sorry, maybe i'll talk to her, and explain."
"and what about emily?"
"oh she was a distraction."
"what?"
"she was a distraction from my feelings for y/n."
you should talk to her, kept replaying in my head.
i made a bad choice of losing her.
my prize my joy.
the reason i smiled so big.
is gone....
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Mean It: Noah Jupe
Fanfic"𝐒𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐍𝐨 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧." Y/n Krasinski, meets Noah at the premiere of "A quiet Place II" What happens when she realizes he doesn't Mean It. Noah X Fem reader. "Mean it" lauv, feat. LANY