I miss you ~boyf riends~

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Day 42
"I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore you were the only thing keeping me alive and without you I can't do this anymore when you first went missing I had a hope that you would come back and after they said you had died I had a little bit of hope that they were lying or didn't check every where or didn't have everything right and missed something and I don't know I just hoped you were still alive I miss you more then anything and after hearing you were died it broke me and I've tried to be happy but I just can't live without you I love you Micha and not in a friend way I love you more then anything I imagined us together sometimes when I was down I would think of your laugh your smile just your everything and that's way I just can't do this anymore you were the only thing keeping me alive so Micha I love you and I guess I'll see you soon can't wait mahal ko"