I Should Leave BoyxBoy

Chapter 2

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Liam on side

Liam's P.O.V

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"Dude! I hit her so hard I bet she saw stars!" My bestfriend Timmy said laughing because he got tapped last night. I dated a lot of girls but never had sex with them.. just thought it was a little disgusting? Lunch was about over and I looked around and my eyes just stopped at the most handsome guy I have ever seen. Well I've been here for 1 month and everytime I see Josh Wallen my head spins and I get shivers! Wait! I'm straight! Not a fag like he is! But those greenish blue eyes and his pale skin and those pinkish kissab- STOP! Just stop! I have a girlfriend!

I get up and throw away my food and head down the halls going to my locker to get my books for next class, when I see a note on the floor. I picked it up and shook it. I opened up the letter and gazed over some of the words and read it. My eyes go wide when I read it.

Dear mom.

I am sorry. But I have decided to write a Sucide Note. I am tired of being ignored at school and you punishing me for what I can not control. I wish I could take it back and have a loving family again but I am so sorry! When you read this you can go live with Dad and have a straight son and daughter. I have cutted to many times and I have tried so hard to overdose but never could come up with bravery to do it. I have jumped off the Sucide Cliff and I have met a pair of gates at the end of the cliff. The only way through is... death.

Love, Josh Wallen

Out of all the people in this school why him? The one I want to rule by! Am.. am I gay? No! But my heart has been broken by the word 'Suicide' I never knew he felt like that. Am I that stupid not to see the hurt in his eyes ever time I turn and his eyes meet mine? How could I be so stupid in all my life! I thought.

I ran and found him with his head on his locker... crying? I look down the hall to see no one but us. Lunch is still going so I kinda figured that. I walked up to him and grabbed him by the shoulder making him look at me with wet greenish blue eyes. "Please! Please do-don't hurt me-me!" He pauses "Just get it over wi-with." He stutters hugging himself. I grab him by the waist and did the thing I didn't know I was capable of... I kissed his pink lips and he hesitated but kissed me back. I open my eyes to see his shut. He opens them and I saw love, surprise, sadness... and scaredness....

I lick his bottom lip and he gasps. I let myself in touching every part I can feel. How do I even know what to do? Well it is just like kissing a girl at how small he is. What is he? 5.6? And I'm what... 6.4? I thought. His hands come up my back and plays with my hair lightly tugging it. We pull apart for air and I look down into his lovely greenish blue eyes.

"What? Wh-what was th-that for?" He stutters touching his swollen lips with his index finger tip.

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