Crush (Cameron Dallas Fanfict)

Chapter 57: Congrats Ariana

Ariana POV

I looked at myself in the mirror and thought to myself. Why am i here? Im not even important. Nobody loves me. I dont want to be here

All those things just flew around in my mind.

I opened the drawer infront my sink and pulled out a blade that i originally had their for emergencies but, im not using it for that reason.

I connected the blade to my wrisk, just holding it their and asking myself questions like, do i really wanna do this?

"ARIANA! OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW!" I heard cameron yelling

I felt tears forming in my eyes

"Look, ariana, im not gonna give up no time soon. Im not gonna give up ever. Just open the door please. I want you to talk to me. Just talk to me. I know how you feel. Your not alone in this. You have your mom, Nash, and Me. And im not gonna let you down. All im asking is for you to trust me okay? Babe, i love you." I heard cam say

I released the blade from my skin then slowly opened the door.
Cameron was standing their looking me in the eyes

I felt myself about to bust out crying and my body movement kinda gave that away.

"Its okay," cameron said pulling me into a hug.

He took the blade out of my hand and put it down.

I was then crying in his shoulders. He was rubbing my back and comforting me.

"I love you" he wispered in my ear

I shook my head yes in agreement symbolizing that i love him too. Then we released from the hug.

"Talk to me will you?" Cam said guiding me to my bed. Then we sat down

"I really dont have anything to say now. Yeah, i did drugs. Ive been on them since before we went to Paradise Loung. I bought them from Carter" i said

"WHAT? That son of a bi-"

"No, its my fault from buying them. The whole reason i had a job was so that i could afford them. But anyways, i wasnt really taking them a lot, i mean, i was feeling perfectly fine! But for some reason, i started taking more and more and i couldnt stop so yesterday when i went back to my room, i tried the ADHD pills and i guess i took too much and i fell out"

"Mhm, im so glad you told me" cam said. I was suprised by his reaction

"So, if you want me to Move out or go to Rehab. Its fine. I understand" i said putting my head down.

Then he slowly lifted my chin up. And gave me a quick peck on the lips

"I never want you to move out. And your not going to Rehab. Because i know your a strong woman and you dont need Rehab to make a change. I trust you that you will do the right things" he told me

He left me here with tears streaming down my face. I was so glad to have someone who treats me like this

I smiled and nodded my head then we gave eachother a hug

"We're gonna work through this together okay?" He said kissing my forhead

"Yeah" i said smiling.

He stood up and grabbed my trashcan than walked out. I followed after him.

He went to the bathroom in his room and flushed everything down the toilet

"Your clean now" he said. Then he put my trashcan back.

"Now lets go eat breakfast. nash probally had to eat alone hah" cam said then we laughed.

We went downstairs and i sat at the dining room table. Cam made me and him a plate then we sat down and ate together.

Nash was in the living room watching TV

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Author

Thanks for reading guys!

Okay so remeber i said i was gonna make a Sam Porttorff fanfict?? Well, now i dont know. If you havent noticed, im a One Direction fan and LOVE them so much!
So basically, i really should make a fanfict of one of the members.
What do you guys think of Louis?

Louis Tomlinson.

Im not sure yet guys. Im just gonna focus on this book for now.